Life Bites, Life Bleeds

My Toy Got Hurt

2010-07-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

I remembered my mom used to nag me "Becareful with your belongingness's!"

Well, this is how if you do not listen to her.

Internal screen cracked scars

It used to be my favorite gadget, at least it entertains me a lot when I needed it. No doubt, it's also my mini DSLR customarily made for indoor & outdoor.

Undeniable, I took some great shots!

Outdoor: Evening Beach Mood

Outdoor: Love is not always in the air

Indoor: KL Skyline from Metroview

Indoor: Self-Potrait (Marmaduke)

Indoor: Night twilight

Well, if you have plenty of time to explore your creativity, please do so, cause...

I didn't know I'm so good looking in Italiano

You wouldn't know your hidden talent.

*Sob I still can't accept the fact that my IPhone screen cracked...

Light & Lost

2009-09-22T02:18:00.004+08:00

Candles lighten up the path way for us

But Beers are making us lost

Raya Holiday Treat

2009-09-22T00:16:00.013+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin

Holiday is always the best remedy for workaholics.

Lucky for me, I got total 4 days off to go somewhere to chill. When I say chill, Genting is just the right place. It would be great if I can get a room there, but who knows it's fully booked.

IT'S THE 1ST DAY OF RAYA, YOU KNOW?!

Just don't know why all the malay's go Genting during Hari Raya, not that they can gamble *hmph

As I'm staying in Wangsa Maju, the route started from Wangsa Maju, took LRT train to Gombak Station, purchased the Genting Package there, and get ride on bus. Normally, the price is RM35 each person, but too bad its public holiday, so we had to pay RM39 for the seasonal price. :( The bus journey wasn't that bad, except for the sit, it's broken! I can't sleep at all omg...

I Googled to obtain weather forecast of the place. It says sunny and cloudy, which is true! Another useful tips for trips :D

F.Y.I., Genting Package inclusive a substitution of free Theme Park access or Buffet meal in the coffee house. Before that, we planned not to go any recreations, because of timely manner, but we were also having thoughts that the food might be suck in the coffee house...

which is so not true~!

Coffee Terrace

Coffee Terrace is an all-day-dining restaurant. You can enjoy breakfast, lunch, and dinner with fusion selection.

Various selection, I feel the seduction :p

Every section is just so tempting, you can't help yourself keep trying these and that. People must be wondering "Wuah, so nice, must be very expensive lo....".

As mentioned earlier, we had a choice, either Theme Park or Buffet Meal. Obviously, we took Buffet Meal. Curiously, I wanted to know the price for the buffet so badly. So I peeked at the price tag board...

O.o""

For this price, we got for free?! EAT ALL WE CAN, YES WE CAN!

Of course we can, until I got digestive problem.

I didn't get to eat much, but still I feel uncomfortable with the stomach, felt like it's going to burst omg! Later then, ENO saved my day :D

*content*

Right get rid of the uncomfortable, we continued with the sugar coated cotton candy. Apparently, Ahu (guy next to me) behaved like a 10 years old kid. *giggled*

Scary bears playing music with the instruments

4 of us

We played hide & seek :p

We did cam-whores

We went shopping (Lots of great deal, Irresistible)

It just so good that you go on a trip with great buddies. They didn't get bored, I didn't yawn during the trip, and we laughed out from our lungs!

Before we depart, we spent time in Starbucks. Holding a cup of hot chocolate in such cold weather, it's blissful :) The another cam-whore session :p

Authentic Black & White

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

Later then, they tired

Not so bad for a day trip. Will consider to go again, as if I got holiday lah :D

R.I.P, My Beloved MP3

2009-09-14T20:59:00.005+08:00

I've got to say R.I.P for my little mp3 who has been with me for almost 3 years until now. It died because of drowning into the pool when it's stupid owner felt into the pool. Its Erik fault!

I thought I could plug it's original earphone to my N81, but who knows, it left me too.

poor me...

Now, I am really lost without music. Life is so boring without music. Life is useless without music. At least its a good companion when you take a ride on LRT or KTM (hell, KTM is the worst one).

But, I got myself a N81 music-tech phone. At first, my purpose of buying N81 is because that I thought I could use it as my portable music player. Who knows, it's so damn heavy and not friendly user. Ok lah, my phone sometimes it might be very useful, not so bad at all :p

But if I go for exercise or jogging, where should I put my phone then?

Walkman @ MP3 NWZ-W202/B came into the picture. As usual, I Googled it.

Features:

2GB capacity Headphone-style WALKMAN, freed from headphone cables
New ZAPPIN™ Function and Jog Dial Operation allow you to find songs easily, and to listen to music in a new way
Superior Sound Quality with 13.5mm EX Headphones
Compact and light weight : Sony’s Unique Spiral form headphones fit comfortably on the ears, and convenient for carrying
Multi audio codec support : MP3/AAC/WMA (DRM)
12 Hours Battery Life (Quick charge : 3 minutes charge 90 minutes play back)

The new feature of ZAPPIN is like a music save list, you can save your favorite chorus or verse of the songs, and later it plays the saved part. Normally, I would prefer to listen the whole song rather than just a bit. But the lifespan of the battery is catching my attention, it says Quick Charge, you charge 3 minutes and you can listen for 90 minutes. THAT IS SOOO COOL!

Undeniable, it is light and easy to plug in. You can freely say goodbye to wire, escape from the irritating wire, which you will usually get tied up. I've tried it out in one of the Sony Centre store in KL. I feel like I'm so civilize with this cool gadget. I just don't want to remove it and just sneakily run out the store with it *arg

I didn't notice that it has a love shape if you ensemble it back to the origin.
What a thoughtful design for couples :D

How good if I can put this on while I take LRT train *sigh
RM300 for a 2GB funky design MP3, think it's reasonable? When I say things about MP3, all of my friends will start to convince me to get IPOD instead of Sony, Samsung, or those chapbalang made in China ones. Then another question arise:

WHY EVERYONE IS SO OBSESSES WITH IPOD?!
SO F**KING EXPENSIVE LAH!

Even RM300 is expensive for me, not to say Ipod...

Bookmark In Metal

2009-09-09T19:01:00.004+08:00

Remember last time when your mom ask you to read books, and then you come out nonsense of reasons to reject it? Same thing happened to me. Now, I'm into books again. Don't ask me why, i also don't know.

I came across a book store, Found several fancy and dandy Bookmarks made of light metal.

Now every book can be accessorize, like girls :p

This is the ones that I googled from the Internet.

Then I googled this! Twilight Bookmark!
The moon crest with a shape of heart inside it! So iconic of Twilight!

I just so love how it display on the cover book.

I want this! I am so obsess with wolfs !!!
Let me know if anyone sees this !!!

I Walked Alone

2009-09-06T11:53:00.003+08:00

The sun burned my ass in the afternoon while I'm sleeping. As normal, you will get up, unless you want your ass to get flamed.

Depression, the best word to describe the start of my day. I took a bath then stepped out to somewhere, somewhere never the house. I planned my itinerary for the whole day, where should I go, what should I do, what should I buy. But the plan wasn't go accordingly. So lesson for today, never plan anything if you go anywhere alone.

I went for a movie in Pavillion, selected a thriller movie Final Destination 4. Thought I could flush away my depression by watching such movie. It was just oookaaayy, but I shouted my lungs out. FUCKING MOVIE SO GELI DISGUSTING!!!!!! But another thing I learned from the movie, is that whatever you do, and wherever you are, accident could possibly happened through a small tiny error.

so boring... ...

I stepped into Parkson, hopping that I could get something, at least something that can delight me (was thinking of getting stationaries or some writting notebook). As I walked along the way to the stationaries section, I saw this DIY teddy bear. As the description says, you can select your own bear, and stuff it with cottons, then dress and accessories it, for only RM39.90!!!

OMFG this is just so adorable!

But too bad, I don't have a partner, why do I need this? As if you pass by, you will be like "why is that guy playing with the teddy bear? So gay...". Honestly, if I like it, I would make one for myself, but just that timely manner. I don't need it now.

As I walked pass the shopping district, everyone is in pairs and groups. Hardly barely see one person walk alone.

My nose felt sour...

On my way back, there were these couple came out from nowhere, asking for direction to Equatorial Hotel. The useless me, just ignore them by saying

and stepped off.

Where is my Shangri-La's 5 cores value?!

I spent the whole day, knowing myself better. The result wasn't affirmative.

A supper ended my day.

*Tick

Switch off lights

Merdeka Break

2009-08-31T20:00:00.005+08:00

The day wasn't so bad, at least it is a good holiday break for me.

I had a date with friends and ex-colleagues, but yet still friends lah. I took the journey all the way down to Subang Jaya for Bah Kut Teh and some snowy shave Ice thingy.

Ming Hai was so addicted to it that he used all his sales skills to promote this dessert shop. Never try never know, so we all hit it a try. Resulted, it was OoooKaayyyy only. For me, it was too icy, basically you're just eating ice instead of the condiments. Who knows, maybe its the one I ordered got problem :s

Apparently, we had moments, a loooong conversation throughout the lunch. It was just a small confession of how things going on during my internship, and a bit here and there.

Grateful to say that I have friends, true-heart friends giving me lots of advice and courage during your hard time.

On my way back home, I was still having these thoughts and musing, recalled back to the advices on career wise from them. Unintentionally, I was all the way down to Jusco to get something, and my mind was spining around, then I stopped............

infront of the Sanitary pads section, for like 1 minute. Initially, the sales girl was tapping the price tag that time, with weird eyesight looking at me.

See, the power of friend's influential

Merdeka!

2009-08-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 52 Birthday to you, Malaysia

Mentos & Coke

2009-08-30T09:43:00.008+08:00

There is a myth, saying that you cannot take Mentos while you're drinking Coca-Cola, especially diet ones. Is that true?

Well, before go on that, lets get some facts about Mentos
Its a candy that has a soft, chewy interior encased in a slightly hard shell. When you combine it with a carbonated drink in an enclosed environment that has a small opening (soda bottle lah), it serves to produce a frothy geyser that shoots many feet into the air. Even worst, it explodes

If you combine these hard shell tiny little candies into a bottle of coke (especially diet ones), it somehow will produce foam, then a speedy WHOOSH! It is rather quick and rapid with high explosive.

Then I google-d. Bravo! See how impressive is the effect. The effect will be even greater if you can find a long tube and plug it into the bottle. Guess what, its really useful for party! Its the economical way to get a 'blaster gun'. Sure boys will like the fun.

Sumore, there were some geeks tested an experiment, which I think is totally so cooooool! Check this out.

Enough with the experiment, think about the application. How if it applies on human body?

Possible? but...ewwwwwwwwwwwww

Crack of Smile

2009-08-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

In the hospitality industry, you are forced to make a huge smile.

Sometimes, you just don't feel like smiling, at all.

Therefore, the secret of smiling...

Fake it till you make it.

Enrich Loyalty Program

2009-08-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

I came across an advertisement in the newspaper, its the Enrich program formed by the best hospitality airline - Malaysia Airline (MAS).
Enrich is a loyalty and reward program, which you may entitled for various privileges.

Free flights to hundreds of destinations worldwide
Free seat upgrades
Enrich RM50 Vouchers for Temptations Inflight Shopping and excess baggage payment
Enjoy the comfort and warm hospitality through our Golden Lounges(*accessible through Golden Lounge Vouchers)
Enjoy all-inclusive leisure package holidays from Golden Holidays
And more!

For those who travels a lot, it is essential to have one of this card. Here goes the steps:

First, you obtain the mileage points from the air tickets that you have bought.

Second, you are entitled for some benefits. For examples early check-in, additional luggage(s) weight, free access to the member lounge etc. Eventually, these are the most wanted for those who on going for a family holiday trip =)

Then, as you go further and collecting the mileage points, you can actually exchange the collected mileage points into air ticket discount voucher or complimentary stay in within the partners hotel.

The coolest thing for this Enrich program, is that anyone can enroll, without made any annual payment. As you are a frequent user, you might get a free upgrade with more privileges awaits!

I registered, and you?

Potong Saga

2009-08-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

A laugh-out-loud film about a Chinese boy’s misguided attempts at opening an Islamic bank account. I couldn't help myself stop laughing every time when I watch this XD !!!

More to watch in 15Malaysia.

Enjoy!

My Propaganda from Popular

2009-08-22T19:05:00.009+08:00

BookFest@Malaysia 2009, organized by Popular Book Company (M) Sdn Bhd, is back this year; its theme this time around is "Reading is Inspiring".

As myself personally visit the book fair, it got this "WOW" effect from what I saw. It was huge and wide range of books available with lots of discount privileges. Guess what, I saw crowds of bookworms, too XD

For those who are book lovers, you will be surprising as the price is marked down really really low. I did a price comparison of Kinokuniya bookstore KLCC and Popular Bookfest, imagine 1 set of Twilight novels (all in 4 chapters) are sold at RM139 in the bookfest while Kinokuniya bookstore sells RM188!!! Rm50 makes a big difference you know?! I can buy 2 pints of New Zealand Natural and get 1 free with the promotion now in KLCC with the RM50!!!

For those who doesn't read and easily get headache with words, no worries, there are wide range of stationaries, CDs collection, and some certain products that you can find inside, with really really low price as well.

Imagine the Bros water bottle that everyone has now, the usual price in the market is RM15+-, with the discounts, my friend got it for only RM10 nett (price are subject with different items).

Well, my eyes were sharp enough to spot good deal's. I got myself a new water glass!!!

How lovely! I wanted this for so long since the day I saw this in Jusco, it was RM30+- if I'm not mistaken. Guess how much I got this? Its RM10 only together with the eco-friendly pack! I consider today is my lucky day woohoo! Now all of my beverages could be deadly :p

Actually there was another small tiny little glass, I supposed it is a tequila shot glass, but with a very unique design.

How cute, isn't it?

I google a lil' bit of the manufacturer. Those are the production of Propaganda from Thailand. I find it very fascinating! Do visit their website, you will never regret to see such impressive product they have.

Here is also one of my fav.

3 Different glasses consists of a butterfly, spider, and web. Each of it showing their superior and delicacy. How if you put these 3 glasses together?

What a piece of art! Bravo!
*Applauses*

Search Job

2009-08-20T20:56:00.004+08:00

I have difficulties of making buying decision in the super-store, especially those comes with various selection of a same product. My friend would always suggest me to buy all. Seriously I will not give a sh*t lah.

Same goes to my career wise, I'm facing super dilemma now. It's hard to choose the right path, once you take it, it is very hard to turn back. It's kinda pathetic to say that a person's age like me, still floating on nowhere.

Most probably, as for those generation X and Y whos being very choosy and selective in ways of getting something better (Basically they just want to make life easier lah).

My family would always encourage me to bitter before sweet. Eventually, I did. I would always rather do things from the bottom, then slowly up up up to the sky-high. Apparently I know there are some people who has the same age as me, sitting on their nice leather sit in their own office. Well, what to say, maybe they are smarter.

Ok lah, I'm not as smart as those people lah, I have low IQ lah, what to do?

*breathing deeply*
I have to get a job, NOW!

Roses

2009-08-18T00:24:00.003+08:00

First rose petal,
sent out of season
Second rose petal,
sent for no reason
Third rose petal,
sent for happiness and health
Fourth rose petal,
sent for gaining life's wealth
Fifth rose petal,
sent for gaining new friends
Sixth rose petal,
sent for guiding you through life's bends
Seventh rose petal,
sent for praying you never tire
Eighth rose petal,
sent for giving you all of your desire's
Ninth rose petal,
sent for your happiness in love
Tenth rose petal,
sent for hoping I'm your turtledove
Eleventh rose petal,
sent for igniting passion and fire
Twelve rose petal,
sent for hoping I'm your desire

Life Bites, Life Bleeds

Understanding Cigar

2009-08-17T19:32:00.005+08:00

I've learnt something good but not useful enough to use on myself.
Any smokers out there? Hardcore smokers may I have your attention please?

Apparently, I joined Cigar training today. Knowing that myself is not a smokers, but I gain something general. Do you know what is a cigar? and how are they made? and how to smoke a cigar?

Well just start from the history. Cigar was found by a person name Christopher Columbus (1492) who came across a race of Indian contentedly smoking tobacco leaves roughly rolled into a shape, and they called it 'Cohiba', which people would preferably call it cigar.

In ways of planting a good tobacco, very important that to have 3 conditions, a perfectly blend of Sun, Soil, and Skill (as refer to plantation and fermentation process). Question, why do cigar have to be fermented? Its not liqueur like wine though. Well, indeed, the tobacco leaves has to undergo drying process and fermentation for 2 years. I'm talking a good cigar, those cheap ones that you found in 7-11, don't expect too much from them, they are made in the other way.

The cigarattes which commonly seen, the tobacco is inside the filler with the filter butt. Interestingly, cigar is made from 100% of tobacco, from top to toe. Its deadly omfg!

How to light up a cigar?
Well, eventually there are easy ways but complications ahead.

Cut off the sealed end with scissors or a Guillotine cutter, ensuring that you leave a small ring of the cap to keep the wrapper-leaf from unraveling. That is the end to be cut and put in your mouth.
Then, use a lighter or wooden matches (as refer to those uncivilized people =p), hold the tuck end of the cigar above the flame at 45 degrees. Rotate it as you toast evenly and draw gently, only when the cigar is completely lit.

Find it easy?

If you find difficulties of lighting up a cigar? Most probably its because it is damp, or moist due to the humidity level in Malaysia. Let it dry at somewhere under the hot sun, then try to light it up again.

So much to learn about cigar. As for non-smokers, it is advisable to start with mild ones or added flavors (vanilla, chocolate, strawberry etc.). I was been told that people will puke after smoking heavy taste cigar.

Well, I'm sure I don't want to put myself into these kind of suffocation, assorted flavor not bad also what? =p

I'm In Love with Clubs

2009-08-16T18:01:00.001+08:00

I'm falling in love with Clubs!

Lost in the Bright and Shine

2009-08-16T17:13:00.003+08:00

The day is bright and shine, but yet I couldn't see the path clearly. I've been asking myself what I want for my life, but the answers are still floating. Recommendation is bullshit, you do not want to let other people to interfere your own life, don't you?

I have couple of thoughts in my mind now. Having the ambitious dream to work in a huge hotel corporation line, but qualification is a problem. My friends whos working overseas now, they are having a good time there. I was being so supportive that encourage them to take the challenge of breakthrough, and yet I am still standing at the same old point thinking of little this and that. What couldn't I have the courage to make decision...

believing in what you can do, I must!

No more complaints, mom says everywhere is an opportunity, all I need to do is search, search for it or else it will not come to you.

It's time to play cat & rat, hide & seek.

I'm Growing

2009-08-16T16:36:00.003+08:00

Philip is changed | He is no more before

He has grow tougher | no more softy treatment
He has grow stronger | no more cat here, meet the tiger
He has become optimistic | no more sadness and sorrow, I'm here in peace
He has become efficient | no more hard work, think of the smart ways
He has become workaholic | no more hangouts, think of savings!
He has become Heartless | who cares if you need love? It's wasting time

He has change attitude | Thanks to Mei Mei

XD

2009-04-18T16:58:00.002+08:00

"If 'fire' stays with 'water', it's going to be steady"

but then

"If a 'fire' stays with 'ice', you will see smokes puffing out"

(Nguyen Minh Tuan, College Library, 2009)

If I stay with anyone of them, I might get evaporated :s

Fact of Waiting for Train

2009-04-17T23:32:00.004+08:00

A friend told me a statement, somehow I think it's kinda true.

"when you wait for the KTM train and you see the people,
it's like people waiting for concert."

(Mankin, KL Sentral, 2009)

and then....

"when the train arrives,
they're like dying to shake Wang LeeHom's hand in front of the stage"

(Nguyen Minh Tuan, KL Sentral, 2009)

*looking at the crowds, I giggled
Hilarious

Imperfection Can Be Perfect For You

2009-04-10T16:07:00.002+08:00

The moral of the day, imperfection can be perfect for you. Sometimes, we look at the mistake very deeply, and almost neglected the good side of them.

People are born imperfection, nobody is flawless. Look into the mirror and ask the same question,

“Am I perfect?”

Don’t be so particular in looking for anyone becoming your friends or partner, because people might think the same way as you are.

Have faith.

Appreciate Your Own Life

2009-04-08T23:44:00.003+08:00

*updated! Saw a small piece of article in The Star, regarding to this incident case, it says the victim was locked himself in the room, friend advised him not to do so but still he wants to try climb out through the room out to the balcony, unfortunately he failed....

COVERS!!! THERE MUST BE REASON BEHIND!!!!!

For a short distance, I drive back home with my housemate's car, and I thought today is my lucky day. Things changed when I stepped into my house.

Kevin, another housemate of mine, had received a call from another friend who currently staying in Suria Mas (google and check out where is it). Said that someone has jumped off from the condo. I thought it was just a simply prank or make jokes or whatever. No, it was real.

We actually drove to another condo, just next right behind Suria Mas. We were actually at the place where the incident happened. But unfortunately, we couldn't see anything, but just crowd and residential's from above looking downwards at the crowd. At first, the uncle police's car came, then followed by the ambulance. As from my friend ChiuYi told me, there should be a black jeep to pick up the dead piece if the person couldn't be saved. So we waited, for almost 20 minutes. Here comes another learning issue, WHAT TOOK THE PERSON FOR SO LONG TO COME AND PICK UP THE BODY?! But I wouldn't be surprised lah, this is how 'efficient' they work :s

I actually tried and peep here and there, stretch up my toes and body, and I saw... he was bleeding at the top part... and it's kinda... sad... His bunch of friends were there, and some of them couldn't help but just shed tears, and ofcourse for his closest ones, cried out from the bottom of heart. Sour, the feeling is just so sour, you would feel the same as I do, try and give them a hand, but I can't. Then I prayed

dear god and lord or whoever there can help,
the boy, who had suffered from the hell, may be pleased and deserved to go somewhere he belongs to. No matter what he does or did, please clean his sin from top to toe, and throw away it far far away. Although he made it the quick step to meet you, but I'm sure you would accept the fact that, he had chosen to be closer to you. I appreciated...

for the name of god,

amen

The night, the wind will never cool down the emotion.

I'm Getting Married ... Today

2009-03-31T23:00:00.006+08:00

Since young, I have a way, a pathway of my life given from my parents. I was small, don't even had a chance to voice out. Until when I was 10 years old, I've been told the whole story;

I have to be married before my 20th

I was young, and thought marriage is a game of life, like how we play "masak-masak" (culinary) during the good old days. I still remember the excitement when my parents and sisters told me this, I was like bouncing here and there, just like normal hyperactive young boy.

Now, I know your question, who is the girl?

Actually, I wasn't familiar with her, cause I only met her once when I was 10 years old. Until the past 2 years, we met in some working place. We were kinda awkward, and surprised seeing each other like an anonymous. But later on, we hang out a lot, and of course we became closer and closer. We almost forgot that we have a destiny, that have been agreed under both parentage in early days.

The following question, do I have something on her?
To be frank, I don't know, you see, we more like sister brother, and for what I'm sure, we both are attached with someone. I have my own relationship, so do her. I've been discuss with my partner, saying that me and her have a destiny on going. Of course, we had so many argument and quarreled too much that I can't recall. At last, he had to accept the fact, and I of course, felt sour, dealing in this kind of situation. It's been a great days with my partner, really great. On the other side, she told me, she did the same thing, and still can't let go off this relationship, and she had longer relationship compare to me *sigh

Today, I'm going to marry a girl, who has no feeling towards me, at all. I felt so sorry to her, to crush into her life and ruin everything that are not supposed to be. But, what to do? Fate talks, and we do. All I hope is we can love each other, like what marriage supposed to be. Nevertheless, if we got any children, I will pour my love and all bliss to them from the top to their toes.

I promise...

Thus, I wish all of my friends and family, pals and buddies, bless us, hope we receive bliss in further days. My wedding ceremony will be held in Church of The Holy Rosary Kuala Lumpur, right behind of the Kuala Lumpur Old Railway Station. The time will be started from 8a.m. until 12pm noon. In case you don't know the place, here is the picture and the map for your convenient;

Click here to get the map

I'm still sitting in front of my computer
watching the calender on the wall
and looking at the watch...

tick ... tack ... tick ... tack ...

By the way, just to inform you that, today is 1st of April.
SORRY SHIOWLING HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Thoughts of Taking Nude Pictures

2009-03-30T21:49:00.006+08:00

Before continue reading, the content below may not contain any nudity, adult situations, violence or other obscenities.

I have these thoughts running through my head

should I take nude pictures?

Don't get me wrong, it's is an artistry under professionalism. People might give you a very different eye sight, especially Asians (sorry no offends). They sure will ask:

"why lah you want to take nude pictures?"

"wah, you not feel shame ah?

"eiyer, you dare naked infront of photographer meh?

"you got nice body meh?

"SIAO ah you?!"

First of all, the reason of why I want to have nude picture of myself, is because it is one of my "100 to-do list". I have this in my mind long time ago, but don't get me wrong, I'm not psycho. Well, to be frank, there is nothing to be shamed and I don't feel it that way too. Just appreciate it as an art. Below are the samples:

Apparently, they weren't shown too much of their private part.
That's how professionalism works.

Okay, speaking of photographer, how to get one who can be trusted? I guess through word of mouth? Well, anyone can be your photographer actually, as long as they have a right attitude, and with previous distinction portfolio. Currently I have one now, but the fear becomes a barrier. I keep asking myself; "is this the right time?"

Nevertheless, everyone has their first time, why not?

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

Did you switch off the lights Yesterday?

Earth Hour was took place on Saturday, March 28, 2009 at 8:30 pm, local time. 82 countries and more than 2100 cities are committed to 'Earth Hour 2009', a huge increase from people participating in 35 countries for Earth Hour 2008.
(source: wikipedia.org)

I just got back from Sunway Pyramid, and the time was just right 8.30pm+. Went for some groceries from Jusco, and the lights were switching one by one, thought they are participating on this event too. Who knows it's a technician problem *sigh

Once I stepped out from Sunway Pyramid, I was kinda have different feelings. Outside were dark, and people are holding those tiny aluminum sealed candles, everywhere even the pubs and restaurants. Some bunch of youngsters, they were playing with the glowing sticks, and it wasn't just one holding one glowing sticks, plenty on their body!

The objective of having this 'Earth Hour' is to conserve nature and sources to reduce the carbon footprint. So I myself thinking, how doo candles and glowing sticks are made off? Does it contribute much to the Global Warming, issue that everyone talks about these days. It came through my mind speedly.

You see, candles are made of wax, and ofcourse it has to be some chemical form inside, and the process of making it in the factory sure will bring impact to the Global Warming. Then what happened if you lighten up the candles? HEAT! 1 person lighten up 1 candles contribute a certain percentage to GW, and how if hundreds, thousand, millions people lighten up the candles? I don't want to talk about glowing sticks, i bet everyone knows how it made.

I mean, comon' la people, you don't practising these everyday, and it's just a small favor by asking you to switch off the lights for 1 hour, but at the end you go do other stuff which are not helping it at all.

If they say switch of the lights, JUST BE IT LAR!

WHY PLAY FUNNY FUNNY THINGS ?!

Paint My Life

2009-03-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

Paint my Life.

It's not what the FengSui Sifu tells you how to live, but it's you yourself color your life.

Color pencils, crayons, poster colors... those are your sources of living.

I Scared, Almost Went Nuts

2009-03-25T20:20:00.003+08:00

Today, the sunlight almost burn my ass, go to class like normal, and I thought it was going to be a good day.

Class started, 10.30am. Was still on jokes with my buddies. Then I received a call from my sister. Well, usually my sisters call me for 2 reasons: Help her to book flight tickets through Airasia, or ask me how-to-do this and that. So I was presume that she wanted to get flight ticket. Once I picked up, she asked where am I, with an unpleasant tone of voice. I was curious, and replied that I'm having class right now. Then follow by the others, I mean sisters...

She said, someone called up to home and said I've been kidnapped.

Funny, then who's the one sitting in the classroom?

She was very serious to me, and I still can't figure it out. I went out from the classroom and called my mum, *tet* *tet* engaged... So I called up my dad. Same tone same question: "Where are you now?!". I told them I was in the class the whole morning, and I have not been contact with anyone. My dad said mum was actually talking with the "kidnappers". I heard, and my mum was so fierce actually, talking with the person. Once they know I'm safe, they relief. My dad passed the phone to my mum, and I can know my mum was shivering while talking with me.

I cried out, yeah I did.

She said, she thought she heard my voice on the phone, said i was crying and mumbling begging for help. That's not my style, totally not! The funny part was, "kidnappers" actually calm my mum not to gancheong, then asked for RM100thousand to redeem me. My mum, of course smart enough to test them, said husband was not around, out-station, and no money at the moment. They asked,

"how much you got in your bank right now?"

mum replied

"RM200 oh"

"Rm200!!! Your son's finger worth Rm200 lah!"

I don't know, It's kinda funny to me. Once again, I explain and calm my mum, and warn them never ever fall into their tricks, because I'm save now. She cried, and I cried, and I felt so sorry to let my classmates worry me.

In the afternoon, right before I went to have a nap, an unknown number called me, said he's from Citylink courier service wanting my house address. With no second thoughts, I gave him my current staying place address in KL. Then he said, the office is in Kota Kinabalu, which is my hometown, and I gave him my Post Office Box number. THEN he wanted my house address cause wuha wuha wuha nonsense and all...

I throw away my phone and jump onto bed.

THAT'S SO FREAKY!!! I HAD TOO MUCH TODAY!!!!!!
STOP KACAU ME AND MY FAMILY!!!!!

I Will Do The Same Thing

2009-03-21T21:22:00.006+08:00

Since young, we try to learn how to walk, to talk, then to walk again for the rest of the life. Many, many things you want it to be, sometimes you are happy with what you've got, but sometimes you might ended up disappointment. Sometimes you will get some friend's gave me some harsh words...

"adui, focus on something you should be focusing lar."

"aiya, why you do like that?"

"wah, you never think before you do meh?"

"hurh, wasting time only."

"I will never do like that one lor"

"aiyo why you so stupid one!"

Indeed, very stupid, never think before you do. But, how do you know you're wrong? Human are born imperfection, and no future vision, you will never know what's going to happen in the coming days. Future, yes very subjective, but its a process of learning. You will only learn to do things better through the mistakes that you've done (source: 13 Going To 30, some part of the movie).

So, if you ask me the same question, I will still go "yes, I will do the same thing", even though if you portal me back to time. I'm so glad I am still having some rational thoughts.

Amen

Dear My Little Friend

2009-03-18T21:18:00.005+08:00

Dear my little friend, come take a walk with me

Let's pretend, we're just two people in, and your not better than me, I would ask you some questions if we can speak honestly...

Are we friends?
Why you want to be friend with me?
Do you have any motive behind these friendship?
Have you ever treat me as a springboard? and jump through me and get you wants?
and last...
Do you still appreciate this friendship that we are having now? are you proud?

but the again,

How do you sleep while I am not sober
How do you dream when my eyes have full of tears
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

I wish you can tell me why

Dear my little friend, you never take a walk with me...

Latest Psychological Test

2009-03-15T15:47:00.002+08:00

I have done a psychological test, which can reflect your personality and attitude. I don't usually do THESE kind of things, but somehow this test caught my attention.

吸血鬼
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆
你算不上是个容易冲动的人，你对于不考虑清楚就行动这样的事情会比较抗拒。你总是习惯于隐藏自己的欲望和冲动，你觉得自己内心有着阴暗面，不适合被人看到的。这样的你，对待他人是有着一定的恐惧的，因为你实际很怕受到伤害，也很怕被人了解自己的内心。因此，你无疑就是一个躲在暗处的吸血鬼。你内心有着欲望，有着黑暗的一面，是你不会让它们显露出来。你总是从安全和实际的角度去考虑问题，当你因为某件事情而一时兴起时，你也往往会先压制住，看清大局、考虑清楚后再作出决定。

In simple English...

Vampire
Impulsive index: ☆☆☆☆
I am partially impulsive, I usually make wise decision before I perform any further action. You always used to hide your desires and impulses, and you feel that you have a dark side in your heart, which unwilling to show it to people. You will have a certain fear towards another, because of the dreads, you can't afford to get hurt, and afraid of people look through my mind. Therefore, a vampire like you, unconsciously hiding somewhere in the dark. Your heart is full of desire to be in the dark side, and yet you will not let the lights interfere you. You always look on the safe side to solve problems, and when you get excited, you will usually suppressed, then make decision right after you have a better and clearer understanding of the surrounding.

Apparently, it's 80% true. The impulsive index was crap, don't look at it, but further reading it, is like looking myself on the mirror.

Well, certain people always misunderstanding me as I am those goody goody guy, stay at home and do homework and stuff. In actual, I'm just a guy, who has bad tempered, bad attitude (i do dig nose infront of public), speak foul language, vandalism, provoke myself into real fight, quarrel, ah whatever involved in a real bad situation lar. But the thing is, I never show it :s

Yes, I am not innocent as what you have been seeing. I admit, I have a dark side inside me. Not a pure pure Philip boy anymore~

Unknown Tears

2009-01-28T01:39:00.008+08:00

Today, the 2nd day of Chinese New Year, after got back home from IKEA (I don't know why my sister and me had this intention), straight away grabbed my PS2 joystick, played God War, just for the sick of get rid of boredom.

Laid back with a bottle of carbohydrate drinks and munching with new year cookies. So relax, that I almost forgot myself. I was into gaming mood.

And then, I found my tears shedding out, without noticed. I thought it was just the sand went into my eyes, or the chopped onion smell came through the kitchen. But NO, it flowed out, just like the loosen water tap at your bathroom,

*tick *tick *tick

I stopped my game, and had a belief thinking, I've thought of several possibilities:

The loneliness from not celebrating Chinese New Year with family
Stressful, keep thinking projects and assignments eventhough it's holidays
I felt pathetic, Angpow's getting lesser
I'm nobody at the moment
Too much water, don't know where to dispose =_="

I don't know, its either one of it, or all of them.

Word of the day - Okay

2009-01-22T18:59:00.005+08:00

I had a finance class today, were doing an analytical financial statement, and we have to determine whether the company from the case given is running 'Good' or 'Bad'. In my textbook, the result shown "Okay" instead of either 'Good' or 'Bad'. So my Finance lecturer, who has a big crush to Bah Kut Teh & Ribena (*swt), he actually explained that the meaning of Okay, is meaning nothing.

The word Okay, (ō-kā') is the right pronunciation, has been a very useful word to neutralize things that you don't really agree nor disagree.

I got a statement from dictionary.com, which can simply explain everything.

Word History: OK is a quintessentially American term that has spread from English to many other languages. Its origin was the subject of scholarly debate for many years until Allen Walker Read showed that OK is based on a joke of sorts. OK is first recorded in 1839 but was probably in circulation before that date. During the 1830s there was a humoristic fashion in Boston newspapers to reduce a phrase to initials and supply an explanation in parentheses. Sometimes the abbreviations were misspelled to add to the humor. OK was used in March 1839 as an abbreviation for all correct, the joke being that neither the O nor the K was correct. Originally spelled with periods, this term outlived most similar abbreviations owing to its use in President Martin Van Buren's 1840 campaign for reelection. Because he was born in Kinderhook, New York, Van Buren was nicknamed Old Kinderhook, and the abbreviation proved eminently suitable for political slogans. That same year, an editorial referring to the receipt of a pin with the slogan O.K. had this comment: "frightful letters ... significant of the birth-place of Martin Van Buren, old Kinderhook, as also the rallying word of the Democracy of the late election, 'all correct' .... Those who wear them should bear in mind that it will require their most strenuous exertions ... to make all things O.K."

So here's the joke:

Male Doctor: So what's wrong with you?
Patient: I'm under part very itchy lah doctor~
Male Doctor: (*starring *cough) wait, you didn't stated down your gender, are you a boy or a girl?
Patient: Okay....
Male Doctor: .... so boy or girl?
Patient: I'm a girl lah doctor~ so obvious you can't tell meh~?
Male Doctor: Okay...
Patient: What 'Okay'? Meaning you still doubting my gender?
Male Doctor: I didn't say I disagree
Patient: But you did not agree on me mah~!
Male Doctor: Okay whatever it is, let me check your under part.
Patient: Nah (*open thighs)
Male Doctor: HOLY COW! YOU SAID YOU WERE A GIRL?!
Patient: She-male mar~ (*shy)

Next time when you confront something that you might want to agree or disagree, Say 'Yes' or 'No'

Degree Semester 1 Results

2009-01-21T18:08:00.008+08:00

After all of the hot-oil-lamp study weeks, THIS is what I got.

Marketing Study, I got highest, and credit goes to my groupmates Mei Mei and others.
Business Law, I thought I did well in explaining the cases?
French Language, presentations were okay, but exam......
Hotel Planning & Design, GOSH THAT'S WHY ITS THE LOWEST ONE!
Revenue Management, It is below my expectation.
Management Information System for Hospitality, oh no......

The reason why I post my result out, is to show, no matter how early I do my preparations and my much effort I sacrifices for the exams, still it's ended up so average. And and and, see the marks, especially the 14.80 ones, just a little bit more to score A's! *grrrr.....woaf woaf!

Peeped on friend's results, and look back at mine.... *sigh

I actually did called to my mom and told her my result. and she was like:

"Okay lah, try harder next time lah okay?"

Urgh.....my emotion leaks out as my tears fall, like loosen water tap.

But one thing is for sure, I've learned a lesson,

"Work hard for today, like tomorrow is the judgment day."

I gained stronger, stronger in sense of pushing myself to get more marks in every subjects.

I don't care, this is my last Semester studying in Taylor's...
I WANT TO GET VERY HONORABLE THIS TIME IN MY DEGREE!!!

2 Mandarin Oranges From Maldivians

2009-01-20T19:21:00.009+08:00

Afternoon class, was boring rather sleepy *yawn

I saw my Maldivian classmates came into class late, with big bags plastic. With my intelligence and my logical sense, I can tell its 2 boxes of Mandarin Oranges, you know the one we usually eat during Chinese New Year. So I myself thought they bought for their friends or neighbors.

Break time, I came back from toilet and saw them talking something. My curiosity leads me the way, approached to them and asked:

Me: "Hey guys, you all love Mandarin Orange?"
Yamani: "Yeah"
Me: "Wow, you got 2 boxes, are those for you?"
Yamani: "No, its for you guys, all the classmates"
Me: "Huh ARE YOU SERIOUS?"

Okay, at first I thought it was just a joke. Just right before we call it a day, they came to front and greet us "Happy New Year" with from the bottom of their hearts, then distribute 2 Mandarin Oranges to each of us. I was like so touched, its not always you see classmates being so .... so ..... ah I don't know what word can be described, nice? Nice knowing that they were being so considerate, by giving us 2 Mandarin Oranges, which means bring good fortune in new year.

Talking bout they being nice, its been so fun to have Maldivians in our class, cherish the moment, and never let the fun goes away during classes. Apparently it is their study culture, they sing, they dance, and they ~~steal things~~ study (thinking of Jason Mraz - I'm Yours =p). Friendliness has changed and widen my perspective towards international study, I see happiness shining brightly from them =D

I myself flowing Chinese blood inside of my body, always only think of myself and almost neglected the meaning of sharing caring. We as a Chinese has not do any thing but the Maldivians, they do not celebrate CNY but still they are adapting to our culture.

Okay this is no any advertorial or others intention. I'm doing this just because I appreciated to have such nice friends like them.

I love you guys so much that I can't tell more =D

Don't Mess With Me

2009-01-17T18:19:00.007+08:00

I know, in fact, I'm petite and skinny, I don't have a smart brain that can possibly make me scored full As in my exam, I don't have a wealth family, I am born tanned, or even not a good friend. But 1 thing I have to clarify, I DON'T DESERVED TO BE TREATED HUMILIATE.

To be frank, I don't find myself comfortable in the situation, that people keep shooting me with the word 'Black' and I was just pretending I-don't-care. It's been years, I've been given so many nicknames and either of it has a connection to my tanned skin. Okay fine, I can't change fact nor fate, just consider its a gift. Now who ever dare to insult my tanned skin, I'LL GIVE HIM A 'CREDIT', A GOOD ONE!

I am skinny, but I am not sissy! I admit that I have a very small waist and arms that can make thousands girl jealous, but that doesn't mean I am a girl! Please my friend, if you can be me for just 1 day, no, half day is just enough, I am sure you could know how skinny people behave. You call me sissy? I GIVE YOU NO MERCY!

Everyone has a different background, despite both of them in a same region country states or whatever. Some people, they are very good social in Chinese, and some very fluently in English, but that doesn't mean we have a huge gap! I myself brave enough to say I am very good in Malay, and others still catching up, that doesn't mean you can use your stupid eyesight to see me as a useless Chinese guy. OCBC orang cina bukan cina, once I hear this sentence, my blood pressure will possibly high rise and give a BOOM on someone consequently the person become pigheaded. TRUST ME I WILL DO!

I don't be mean, but friends shouldn't do it this way. Friend is friend and Joke is a joke, my patience has its limit, if its off against the rules, I've got nothing much to say, but to PLAY HARSH.

SO DON'T MESS WITH ME ANYMORE

Thanks Adam Sandler for the Inspiration, I am free now.

Degree Semester 2 started

2009-01-07T17:52:00.006+08:00

Class has already started since Monday, and I've been busy preparing my France Trip stuff.

Monday, it's so good to see my classmates after 1 month holiday, everyone has put on some weight, and that is so obvious. Only me, keeping my skinny body stay still. Friends are still lovely and friendly as usual. Apparently, the first thing is to greet "hows your holidays?", then followed by "have you bought your winter wear yet?" .

LOL

And and and, we have a newly arrived Australian lecturer, thought he's an English. Accent was quite strong as I don't frequently speak to Aussie people. Funny thing was, he was asking us something, saying something sound like "allecate", at first I thought he was trying to ask us about the Malaysian famous Jazzy blues singer "Alleycats". But I was wrong, he said "allocate".

WTF!

Elangkovan, what's the first thing in your mind when you hear this name? Thought he's some Thailanist, but he's an Indian, and old Indian guy! Perhaps he has some thailanist blood, which I then call it Thailandian (eww...). Malaysian accent very strong and rather understandable.

*THUMB UP

Tuesday, First class was canceled. But we had a group meeting on the MICE (Meeting Incentives Conference Exhibition) regarding of theme selection. We slightly have ideas what to do, and we desirably to share out ideas. I admit that I'm a little bit too ambitious, so at the end I just vote for the wise one among the selections.

BOOOORING....

Ah, then its class for Elangkovan the Thailandian, and it was just simply fun

Food nutritious will never be my favorite, I hate things especially that relate to biological chemistry or in simple English, science. But one thing definitely catch my attention, my new Food Sociology lecturer Pierre blah blah blah, a Frenchie guy who has the 90% exact face figure as Daniel Radcliffe, you know the guy plays the role as Harry Potter? You just feel the passion and motivation all flowing into your veins~ But he does really a good teaching material I supposed.

AHH... I FEEL GOOD *damn sound so horny

Wednesday, thought it could be a good day for me, but it started with an unconsciousness. My class supposed to start at 9am and I was still in my bed nest warming myself with my comfort quilt, until my housemate called at 8.30am. Was kinda rush, thought could make it before the lecturer does. He's the rabbit, I'm the turtle, I was late. And one of my Maldivian classmate give me a morning greet "Hey Philip why so formal lah?". I was like "Morning Rixa, your asking stupid question". EVERYONE IS FRIGGING SCARED OF THAT BIG FATTY OILY HIPPO LOOK ALIKE GUY! HOW COULD I DARE NOT TO FOLLOW THE RULES? But actually, it wasn't that scary as I thought, probably he's too gancheong for the first day of having our class, and his English is so terribly fast and slumber. I don't know how he did it, but in fact he actually does.

OH YEAH THIS HIPPO NAMED WHS (short form, I don't dare to offend him so obvious =p)

After lunch time, we had our first French Trip Briefing. Was too excited to hear all the schedule and itinerary. Very Informative and helpful enough. And Yeah, Alex will be meeting us in Paris on 10th and 11th came long way from UK!

I JUST SO LOVE YOU ALEX

I had an appointment at 2pm with my tutor regarding of my Dissertation. So gancheong until I can't finished my lunch. I just knew I will not be getting high marks, as what they all expected, BUT I DIDN'T EXPECTED I WILL GET THAT LOW! 6 MARKS OVER 20, DAMN THAT GONNA BREAK THE RECORD OF THE HISTORY! My sentiments exactly...

BERNARD, KNNCB!

I don't know how am I going to stand the college life anymore, after all been 3 years in Taylor's, I found out that, it's like, the book cover is so damn F*cking pretty until it gives you desire to open it, then when you decided to open it, you see torn pages. It's only the first week of my Semester 2, why do I deserved this?

I need someone to lead me the way...

Release Anger

2009-01-04T22:30:00.005+08:00

I want to angry, but I know I shouldn't. In fact, I myself have to responsible on this. Things can be discussed in many different ways, not just from 1 point of view.

I'm sorry but i have to do this. Please do not continue read this, its just all rubbish released from my deep down angers.

Here I go...... *take deep breathe

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I felt so sorry... really sorry... Although it doesn't help a bit, but I have a clear mind now.
Damn, I'm now feel sorry to my keyboard!

Pamper myself before class starts

2009-01-03T00:46:00.006+08:00

Few more days later, I'm gonna back to that boring college life style, again. During the passed holidays, I spoiled myself, pamper myself too much with shopping, movies, web surfing and McDonald's. Homework? Don't give a damn, it's my holiday man!

Perhaps this is too much for a single person =p. Seriously, I need to think about being a health conscious person. I know someday I will get sick with this continuously. Hell take me away from these!

When I was being an Otaku, instant noodles would be my best pal, despite how strong the MSG will do to you. That's how the typical Japanese people do, stay at home lock him/herself in the room and stay with his/her noodle cup. Well, I have to save lots of money for the coming France trip, so this is kinda effective savings method I'm using, away from shopping movies yamcha and blah blah blah... and it worked!

Of course not just sit inside my room and stay with my pathetic noodles (some it's Korean made). *Eh hem, let me introduce you my dearly beloved ones, HP (not Hush Puppies or Hilton Paris). So useful to eliminate boredom. I can do everything with the Internet, yes I meant "everything". I believe if one day my HP gone missing, I swear to god I will find that person and treat him a good deadly smack.

Yes!!! WeiChong brother never treat me good food~ Oh no my stomach getting drumming now... Korean noodles, should I? hehe

2009 Commitments

2009-01-02T00:56:00.011+08:00

It's the beginning of a brand new year 2009. Whatever I've done in 2008, it's a history. Well, no one really likes history, especially your Sejarah study when you were in high school. To achieve something, you must set a target to go on. I've set a few commitments, in ways to improve and deserve a better life.

From top to the bottom:

1. Study Hard, of course, to get AT LEAST Honorable in my degree. As a matter of fact, I did pretty hard in degree. Mom says this probably is gonna be my last year to study, not gonna touch any textbook after this. So why don't I put more effort to complete it beautifully?

*nod *nod

2. I'm not going to get rid of sweets and sugars, but I can reduce the consumption. After all the spending, I've realized that 1/5 of my expenses fall under snacks & confectioneries, DAMN it is so F*cking wasted! It would be good if I do savings or get some healthy nutritiousness's rather than for sweets. I'm kinda scared to get diabetes actually...

*nod *nod

3. Talking about savings, seriously I need to constraint my budget this year. DO NOT spend too much like money came from nowhere, and DO NOT do shopping, unless it's necessary. As I have a goal, I need to do savings so that I got enough money to get my car license, and bring mom and dad for trip.

*nod *nod

4. I'm getting a good job right after I finished my degree. Everyone seems to plan going out of the world, but only me remain here. I wished to go out there and widen my scope, but there's just something I can't leave behind, either family or personal's. It's too early to mark my own words, I just have to make decision according to the current situation.

Hmm...*nod *nod

5. Stop falling myself into some stupid love trap. After all what happened, I just can't pull out myself from the depth shit hole. Practically, I do believe in the integrity of love, but in fact, whole lot of people don't practicing it. So I was wondering why would I spend my time on this F*cking useless thingy? There are some other things waiting for me to be done.

*NOD *NOD

Basically, these are the mostly thing I need to be done. Please, a commitment is meant to achieved in order to reach to the peak level. I want to be a good boy. Santa didn't gave me present last year, because he said I wasn't being good enough. Dear Santa, you know what to do?

I will never forget you my 2008

2008-12-31T09:16:00.008+08:00

Time past like you switch on the water tape and the water flows. Hmm...I try my best to recall back what I did in this plain year.

I used to have a warm and cosy housemates, everyday cook ourselves dinner together, but it used to be... I wonder what happened to human relationship nature? Why human doesn't get along with each other?

I bet this is the year, the only year I boosted up my hard-working ability to score the best, and I finally know the meaning "what you get is how much you pay for it". I'm know I'll not get outstanding, but just bless that the score that I'll get is up to my expectation.
*oh god please...

Fuh, this year will never like past few years, I had a lot of gathering activities. Karambunai, Carcasean, Upperstar, Tg. Aru Beach, McDonald's, Ole-Ole Bali, and blah blah blah too much to list out. But I enjoyed every single moment with them, it's like we were connected to each other no matter how far we are. Like the old man said: "we are under the shades, sharing the same skies".

I learnt alot from Friendship, especially those who have gone to other places far far away. It reminds me that, no matter how or what they did to you, it still mainly concern the relationship that we had. I've learnt a lesson, everyone deserved equal treatment, despite how different they are.

We have our first and only family trip, to Cameron Highlands. It was cold and breezy, until it frozen up our relationship. And cool stuff, I'm learning DSLR! I get to use DSLR to snap snap snap beautiful pictures, until I dazed with the effects.

I've been a pro bathroom singer for so long since I was a kid. But in this year, during my 3th sister's birthday, we went to some house club and occupied a room so that we can eat dance sing. I myself probably got to excited until I selected too many songs, and those were the great songs you know! I sang for a while, and the people outside, those servers keep peeping through the doors, and some managers came in some more. I was a lil' bit afraid and paiseh, thought I sang badly. Then one of the manager came in asked my sister, "hey, your brother is a singer ah? he sing very nice ah". OMG I FELT THE ANGEL'S WINGS ON MY SHOULDER~ SO HIGH~ LMAO.

And then, I graduated for my Higher Diploma. So nice to wear graduation robe, just like Hufflepuff in Harry Potter movies. I've got my cert. and I've proved to my sister that I am capable to finish my course, and live my life by myself, of course with family supports. Well, just nice to be grown up =D

My best friends, they all are occupied now, all came in sudden! They keep telling me who who who buy this for me, and who who who bring me to somewhere... Aw, I am so jealous. Being in a depth love pot is just so sweet~ Why am I so not good in this?

Okay I admitted, I'd been in a relationship, short-term ones in 2008, but it ended up nothing. Love is something very hard to understand. Yeah I did cried and sniff and cried somemore, but it doesn't help to recover the pain. The only thing is I realized, I don't need that kind of thing to pamper myself, I've got mon amis et ma famille, and that's enough. Sadly to tell, I have no confident enough to carry up anymore of this...

We have lots of projects and exams, but we do play, finding ourselves new route for travel. Went to so many places and foods with great friends. It just like we were released from the hell judgement day. The great thing is, I find it so nice to have great pals beside you when you enjoying something. My friends were right, "you need 2 hands to clap, 1 hand doesn't really help".

I finally got a chance to go on a trip with my family, not close, but far enough. Been to Denpasar Bali, affordable shelter, expensive foods, bargain able market stuff, and got measles. I wished to learn and play surf board on that crazy tidal wave, unfortunately the area was closed up for cleaning and maintenance. How bad! But its okay, the temples and the scenery were good enough to cover up the disappointment.

and yet, I got a chance to participate on the Campus Open Day. I myself was in charged in restaurant theme concept development and designs, most probably to brainstorm how to come out ideas and to setup the whole designed thingy. It was fun to work with all juniors and they are so cooperative. I myself impressed of what I've done, but SOME PEOPLE doesn't appreciate, and wu ha wu ha wu ha... Blast off you money minded jerk! Don't even know how to appreciate the great work of all of us. We were voluntarily offer ourselves, what do you expect? Never mind I still think I've done a good job~ ne ne bu bu~

Holidays were bored. Nothing much I can do other than movies movies movies. As for my birthday in this year, I FINALLY TASTE MY OWN BIRTHDAY CAKE! who cares if it's from Secret Recipe or Bread Talk? All I want is just a cake with candles lighten up. Didn't expect my friends did a party with me. I'm so thankful, and blessed =D

So nice calling back all the memories in 2008 with a cup of coffee. It all will remain in my album of memory. One day, when I flip through it, I know, I've done these tiny little things. I don't blame what I've did, as for the good things I've done I give it a credit. I just want to look forward. Sorry to say, I have this Déjà Vu, I don't live long. So I'm gonna do what I'm supposed to do to gain everything in advance.

So I pray, in the coming 2009, I want my life to be extremely colorful. Come, DRAW ME WITH YOUR SKETCHING PEN!!!

My Favorite Lullaby

2008-12-30T03:41:00.008+08:00

I couldn't sleep these days. Just thoughts are spinning around and around in my head. Been Thinking about the France trip, Dissertation, future pathway and blah blah blah...

even the sheep counting doesn't help a bit. Brain pain somemore ...

I clicked clicked clicked in my Music Files Folder, and I've sorted out some good lullaby, make it as my ease sleeping treatment.

From my top-pick to the bottom:

1. Yellow - Tanya Chua
Taken over from the original singer Cold Play. I just can't express the feeling of this song. The lyric is just beautifully used. The rhythm is just wonderfully played. In simple way to describe, it's a beautiful sad song, that makes everything fallen apart.

2. Fisherman's Horizon - Nobuo Uematsu
The famous composer for Final Fantasy RPG game. It is sentimental. I've been listening to this since I was in highschool (when I started play Final Fantasy 8), and yet it still my favorite. It's just so soothe Ahh~

3. Yiruma
I don't have all the playlist, but just Google it will do. It's an instrument played musics which portray different kind of feelings. I just love all of it. It's just so simply worth to listen.

4. If I Were A Painter - Norah Jones
Well everyone knows Norah Jones the country girl. Well, if you're a fans of her, you should know her vocal, and its simply amazing. Some others can be selected to be a lullaby as well.

5. Pachelbel no Canon - Tajiri Matsutaka
Found this in one of the instrumental musical japanese anime, La Corda d'Oro. The soft and slow version of Canon In D. Once the Instrument plays, it's kind of take you back in time, think back of what you did and memories. But some say it's freaky, like One Missed Call. I don't care, it's just nice to me =p

6. The Rose - 藤田恵美
no comment for this ones, but its great. Should hit it a try

Okay that goes the lists. Oh yeah it will only bring the lullaby effect if you tune down your volume in to the lowest, not to say mute but still the lowest.

And I ....fe.e...l.....so.......s.lee..p.y...............n....o...w..w.www...................

Christmas Part 2 + My Birthday

2008-12-29T14:15:00.008+08:00

26th was my birthday, and I wouldn't expected much. Before entered in 18, the day before was Christmas celebration, and we were having warm and delicious dinner in John's place. We don't have super big fragrantly roasted turkey, but we smart enough to replace it with roasted chicken. Had mixed salad as a starter, then seafood fettuccine as for main course, and we have a compliment of mushroom soup, freshly made from behind kitchen =D

Its just so blissful, having a Christmas thanks giving dinner together. I'd not celebrated Christmas as well as my birthday for 2 years. Well, its a long story...

Okay, here goes my birthday, in the afternoon, we demand for Korean BBQ, place is at Ampang, you know the famous Korean Village where all the Koreans occupy? The shop I-forgot-the-name is just nearby there. We've chosen the economical ones which is more reasonable is value. Others are just pain to our wallets. Well I wasn't talk much actually, I'm not really into those historical or uncivilized kind of topic. As a matter of fact, I failed in my Sejarah Paper. *sigh

But it was just ok to me =) and I enjoyed listening.
Thanks John for the treat!

It's almost 8PM after the BBQ thingy, cause we were late for that. On the way back, we were exshausted and even sleep, you know me. Housemate's Chiuyi & Kevin want to play PS2 in John place. I actually refused, but overall what have they done, I just don't have the heart to say no. So yeah I go.

Okay, I wouldn't expect I got this kind of surprise thingy, but HEY they actually bought me a cake and present and some fancy backdrop with candies and sweets! Awww this is just so lovely.

DAMN THEY WERE JUST PRETENDING LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED BEFORE THIS!

*Arg demmit

It's been 2 years, 2 years I couldn't remember the taste of my own birthday cake since highschool...

I'm so thankful to have bunch of great friends like this.

My presents, Hand-made card and SEED wallet, one of my wishlist! Omg I just cannot believe they just bought it

And you know what? Thay bought me a pair of VINCCI!

Haha joking, its the wallet inside actually LOL

Christmas part 1

2008-12-25T07:00:00.005+08:00

Date: 25.12.08 Christmas
Time: 7:30am morning
Status: Clearly awake!!! from yesterday!!!!! *darn

I couldn't sleep at all, and thanks to OldTown, the lil' cup of Bloody Ice Blended Coffee. Well, its a fresh and breeze Christmas morning, not that you will see snowflakes, just like the ancient movie Home Alone. Checked my Xmas Sock, and surprise, nothing inside but just some lil' dust.

*Demmit

I hate you Santa! *sniff

Santa Please Read This

2008-12-24T18:33:00.011+08:00

I walked down the street, Christmas trees everywhere, ornaments hanging from top to toe with the shining-shining lights. I know, that must be your little elves's last minute job. But they are still wonderful.

I wonder you have prepared your full-loaded presents bag? written with the right name and address. And don't forget mine as well...

and make sure its not overweight, cause that's going to cause the little red-in-color Lamborghini some space. Pity your Rudolphs...

Oh, have you feed your Rudolphs? Well just make sure everything's okay before start to embark, cause I don't wish you get crash landing on anyone's house. Pity them and how thoughtful I am.

Anyways, I've already place one sock, red in color with your little Rudolph head on my room door. We don't have chimney in our house, it's an apartment, so stop wasting time to find entry. I'm in master room, I'll leave my windows unlock, so you could come in through. I don't love surprise, so don't wake me up once you came okay? Please don't pass by without putting any present, I will be very upset!

Oh yeah, please lock my windows back after that okay? Thank you Santa.

Humility

2008-12-23T12:28:00.006+08:00

I was hungry yesterday and making my way to buy burger nearby my place. Then I saw a little kitten, was picking up something to eat at the roadside. I do nothing, but to nod my head.

It wasn't the first time. Sometimes, when I see beggars along the street, or some disabilities one, I feel sorry to them. Neither of anything I can't do, there are so many people out there need to be helped, but how am I gonna do it to all of them? I walked pass through. At this point in time, I have this shameful inside me.

It would be great if I could share a little...

I promised, if one day, one day I'm lucky enough to win monetary prize, I will contribute 1/3 of it to the charity fund. I promised!

Rotten Myself In Holidays

2008-12-22T14:09:00.006+08:00

Everyday repeating the same thing again and again
- Wake up, computer, food, bathe.

It's been started since the holiday began, locking myself in the room, even my curtains. I have no idea why am i acting so strange(perhaps this is how they see me). But it's different kinda feeling when you do it alone, not to mention eating surfing those kinda of thing, but some others like movies, shopping, walking... sometimes I find it so blissful.

There's thousands of reasons, not to say single, but good thing being alone. However, being alone can be a life-saving, rejuvenating experience. In fact, being alone allows me to do what I want, when I want, and with whom I want(in certain circumstances) without having to answer to anyone.

Presently, being alone allows me to take full responsibility for cleaning and decorating, cooking our meals, planning our activities, and entertaining ourselves. Indeed, I have time to sit in quiet solitude, to run naked around my Royal Bed Chamber, to belch as loud as I want, and secretly watch shows that no one else would actually ever admit to watching (and this excluding porno's). This is because I have more time on my hands and are not avoiding looking at ourselves by focusing our energies on someone else, and why should I? Mum was right, take good care of yourself before others.

Through this opportunity of discovering who am I, I actually see through many things. Yes, I got x-ray vision and...

Abracadabra, I can cast magic spell now Nyek Nyek Nyek~

Fuh, expecting someone else to fill in the gaps usually will resulting in grave disappointments , a sense of failure, and endless resentment.

I starting to love being alone =)

I got Streamyx finally

2008-12-15T19:04:00.006+08:00

After 3 months of Streamyx subscription, we have an internet source now! Not to say we were desirably or desperately, but we seriously need THIS to survive for the whole Decembre. I feel like being an Otaku for a moment.

Thanks to Streamyx, the only entertainment for the rest of the month.

Family Trip - Cameron Highland

2008-10-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

You see happiness? But you wouldn't know the story...

Look at the brighter side, I wished...

Game Over

2008-08-28T03:54:00.004+08:00

GAME OVER

Nothing I can do despite how the decision is...

Why I always be in an unfortunate circumstances?

Why you do not spend time with me while you can?

Why I do so hard to sacrificed myself to you?

Why do not I have a choice but let the you go?

Why everyone can spare their love to their love's one but you do not?

Why do not you loved me more than I do?

Why it was you?

Just a little bit further behind, if both of us were given a chance...

It's been a while

2008-08-23T04:29:00.003+08:00

It's been sooo long, I was in a dump shit situation where I need to rush for my research projects and stuff.

This is all I can write for this moment...

But I'm happy. What happened on 08.08.2008, other than Beijing Olympic?

I wonder hehe...

Long Long Tag

2008-07-21T10:16:00.006+08:00

Monday morning I'm doing this. By doing this, you will get to know me better. Thanks to Yvonne
who tagged me (Yvonne you messed up my morning lar~)

Name: Philip Lee

Sisters: 6
Brothers: -
Shoe size: 7 - 8
Height: 5'7"

Where do you live:
kota kinabalu

Favourite drinks: plain plain water & juices
Favourite breakfast: roti + peanut butter / scramble egg

Have you ever been on a plane?: ... duh
Swam in the ocean: Yeap
Fallen asleep at school: Who doesn't?
Broken someone's heart: accidentally? eh hehe
Fell off your chair: Yeap
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: No~
Saved e-mails: No
What is your room like: Feel ease and comfort
What's right beside you: Fax machine, magazines, modem etc.
What is the last thing you ate: Mum's incredible vitamin-kind-of pills
Ever had chicken pox: Yes when I was in primary
Sore throat: Not now
Stitches: Yuck No
Broken nose: ... NOOO

Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes! oh Yes!
Like picnics: If with the right person & right place =D
Who was the last person you danced with: My niece~ and she moves her own ways!
Last made you smile: This tag
You last yelled at: Yesterday

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: No
Kissed anyone: No
Get sick: hmm... guess im going to~
Talk to an ex: No
Miss someone: Yes! oh Yes!
Eat: Not yet
Best feeling in the world: Satisfaction
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:Yeap my little skeleton & a New Beetle handphone plug
What's under your bed: I got no bed
Who do you really hate: not to be reveal
What time is it now?: 10.27AM early in the morning and im doing this ... *sigh

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes! oh Yes!
Do you have any siblings: Yeap
Do you want children: Wah.... this is like far far away from what I am now! Not now
Do you smile often: Yeap
Do you like your hand-writing: Yeap but some people cant see my word ...
Are your toe nails painted: No I don't do Medicure Pedicure~
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Ehem~ this is tag somekind of secret reveal or what? I'M TELLING MY SECRETS HERE? HELL NO!

What color shirt are you wearing now: Blue blue sky
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: er...had my dinner at my sister place

I can't wait till: Tomorrow Driving test! GOD BLESS ME!
When did you cry last: Er.. can't recall back
Are you a friendly person: Do U think so? =)
Do you have any pets: Used to be, but kena curi ... T_T
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
:p far far away
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Dunno? Maybe?

Do you sleep with the TV on?: Quite often as the TV hypnotize me
What are you doing right now?: My room duh~
Have you ever crawled through a window?: LOL Yeap
Can you handle the truth?: In some cases maybe
Are you too forgiving?: Yeah
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Frankly speaking, i pretty much closer to my mum. Sorrry dad~
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: I will never cry infront of ppl
How many people can you say you've really loved?: 1,2,3...5...8....24..... ah I forgot lol

Do you eat healthy?: Depends on my appetite
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yeap
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yeap
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: My friends
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Spontaneously Im loud but actually I prefer to be quiet
Are you confident?: In some cases =)

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

In the primary school chasing and running playing Cops & Thief lol
Tuition Tuition Tuition
Playing with my abacus
Roller blade-ing
Wondering why the world so small?

5 things on my to-do list today:

Hand up passport size photo to the immigration
Repair my torn jogging shoe
Get my key which I left it at my sister place
Practice driving preparing for tomorrow omg....
Meet up with Ally Tracy Shingyee and friends cause Tracys going back to Miri 2moro

5 snacks I enjoy:

Pringles Chips
carbohydrate's
Ayam goreng KFC
Burger McD
Sneakers Ice cream

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

Refurbish my 20 years old house
get myself a car (after i get my liciense)
Bring family for trips
Do investment
Do charity for those who needed

5 of my bad habits:

Hard to concentrate
Forgetful
Nose making funny sound
Goyang kaki
Eating lots of lots of snacks ...

5 people to tag:

Alison
Tracy
Belle
Shanna
Joanna
Liqi
Zavier
Hugo
HaHa

Eh? 5 people only kah? so little~

wanna try to be her? just 1 day? anyone?

2008-07-10T22:35:00.007+08:00

A mother, who has determination but sacrifices her life by personally using her pair of hands and legs to do jobs, jobs that are going to make your hands dirty, just to earn money to bring up her family.

I salute her for taking the challenge to continue living in this cruel world. She continues her life x10 harder than anyone of you out there.

Look at the good side, she saves our world, by recycle those can be recycled. Paper box that you throw after you took out whatever inside is, newspaper that you read every early morning then place it somewhere you don't know, canned drinks that you sipped then tossed while people not seen... do you?

I got this source the-producer's-words from a friend's friend's blog.

" Followed a recyclable waste collector for 2 days to walk in her shoes and feel what it's like to be her, from what I experienced of her, I don't think that I have the will to live trough her life and to be honest, I'd suicide/died long time ago.
This woman lives in a house which I would describe it as the aftermath of a collapsed building the only difference is that the house still standing, everything in the house is damaged, dirty and dark, I've seen some very dirty houses but nothing I've seen so far can be compare to this.However, it's not her fault for the house to be like this, she did her best to keep the house clean but one woman simply cannot win against 7 uncooperative bastards (Yes! They deserve the credit for messing up the place.)
She is poor and unfortunate, she has to beg for leftover food at the economy rice stall to put food on the table, and the unfortunate parts comes in when the children refuse to eat, takes from the mother's saving and go out and eat with their friends."

and what do you think now?

Today's Morale

Be humble, when you use you hand/1 finger pointing at someone, do not forget 3 fingers points you back.

Save the ~~cheerleader~~ the world.

How if you sick?

2008-07-05T00:08:00.004+08:00

If you sick, do you take medication?

If you sick, and you go see a doctor, will you ridiculously refuse whatever he's telling you not to do or eat?

If you sick, will you rather not wholegrain bread but Mee Maggi, Ngau Chap, or anything bloody oily and salty?

If you sick, and smoking causing you suffer tremendously, will you keep smoking, even more than usual?

If you sick, will you listen to my advice despite how stubborn you are?

Please... take concern of your health as we do care.

People are getting ironical these days

2008-07-03T17:17:00.006+08:00

I got this interesting exam ~~shit~~ sheet paper from Laozhabor. Thought it was just a crap shit, but it does makes sense. Hit it a try!

So how? Did you get the answers? teehee~

and then...

Oh yes, there's one more thing that amused me in the entire hot afternoon, and this thing chilled me out~!

Still remember the Malaysian Dream Girl search a.k.a MDG ? It was totally a fault, Cindy the troublesome girl get the title "Malaysian Dream Girl" by getting the highest SMS votes from "a Malaysian" ~~who had something to do with her richie daddy~~.

But someone smart enough created a simulation game specially cater to MDG supporters. I find this so hilarious.

What are you waiting for? Download it and play lar~!

a night amused by music

2008-07-01T21:44:00.005+08:00

Morning was sunny, but tonight is rainy.

Switched on my 'I-pod-like' mobile phone N81's tunes, and there goes the mellow~

Thoughts were messy, watching the rainy drops brought back a lot of memories. At first I tasted the sweet one, after while I taste lemon...

I miss you, where are you?

Blood sign

2008-06-30T14:42:00.008+08:00

I find these so hilarious, somehow its a lil' bit similar to my personality.

*click to enlarge

Isn't that obvious? I mean you can see differences among people.

Heart Lock, see how hard to encode the password.

Now you know who's againts you~

It's true, everyone has their own direction, but no matter how, we still have to respect their own choices.

Now who's the reckless driver again? >:-)

Who's wearing "their heart on the bottom of it sleeves"? I'm definitely not one of the it.

Curiosity, AB has many questions as always~

Smart huh?

Are you reliable with the jobs that are given to you?

Punctuality (i)

Punctuality (ii)

True colors~ =)

Study mode. Yeah that's me mumbling with the text lol!

Personality in denial~ and that's what we all did.
So what type are you~ ?

Stupidity, I'm not

2008-06-28T20:32:00.006+08:00

I know, a sudden curiosity will bring us a lil' confusion, and that is why we deserved to have a clear interpretation.

Speechless...

no wonder there's so many dummies out there. Don't doubt, I'm still at the bottom level teehee~

Are you willing to walk?

2008-06-27T21:19:00.003+08:00

Traffics in Malaysia used to be like this

But fuel price has rapidly gone up, as so as getting on our nerves.

If thing still remain like this, or even worse

Sooner or later, I see the future is going to be like this...

I don't mind doing that, if everyone does too

A triple-hit by curve-bullet

2008-06-26T20:10:00.012+08:00

The day is cold, dreaming something funny, and a wake me up with the ringtone,

"G.l.a.m.o.r.o.u.s. Yeah...~"

My driving tutor always gives a sudden in between 8-9am early morning, and why am I not suprise? Last minute call to see whether I can learn driving at 9.30am instead of 12pm noon time. My thoutghts are telling me that I should still keep my head under the pillow. Unorganize, a word only can be described. That wasn't so bad actually as I thought. A couple minutes later, "Dick Lee" appreared on my phone screen.

Been told to accompany my BFF to fix his car, his father's car. Telling te truth, I gave 15 minutes to refresh myself, everything was perfect but still I missed something, something what people will usually do when they off their bed heading to the toilet, brush teeth. That wasn't so bad, at least I covered it up with chewy gums.

12pm - Rendevous with my driving tutor, and he said coming.

1.30pm - Finally, driving tutor shown up.
That wasn't so bad ............................... is it?

Afternoon sunshine, afterwards sunburnt.
Today first lesson - Parking, 3 angle, and a small knoll.

Parking was fine.
3 angle even easy.
But small knoll, pissed off...

Lovely tutor gave me a "big-bang nice" words with his "patiently-way-of-teaching". Uncle, this is my first time touching the paddle of clutch, hear me "FIRST TIME", how am I going to fully take into my hands despite I had just 2 hour for practise? and THAT WASN'T SO BAD, RIGHT?!

4.30pm - "Wanted" movie

Dick, Loong and Liqi waiting me infront of the cinema entrance holding 100+ and snacks. And ME? Stucked in the jam. Missed the advertisment but lucky can catch up the intro. I thought I should deserved little more pamper by enjoying my type of movie, and it's cool! Ending is almost there, and a guy sat next infront of me stared me like I blocked his front view. He was mumbling over there, but who cares? After the show, when curtains close the lights have switched on, his friend infront of me turned to me and poured me with his anger, said that I keep kicking my foot to his chair.

To you my dear friend:
IF SOMEONE KICKED YOU OR DISTURB YOU, PLEASE BE INFORMED TO REMIND AND GIVE SIGNAL TO THE PERSON! NOT UNTIL YOU WAIT THE SHOW ENDS THEN ONLY YOU COMPLAIN! I KICKED, YOU DIAM. I KICKED AGAIN, YOU STILL DIAM. HABIS WAYANG, BUAT YOUR OWN SHOW INFRONT OF ME PULAK! WHAT THE @#*%!!!!!!

Way to home still fine, but once I stepped into my house, mother lagi buat show infront of me, said I went out from the sun rises till the sun sets. HELLO, EARLY MORNING CALLS, DRIVING LESSON, MOVIE... WHAT YOU WANT?!

THAT wasn't so bad ... if I was a cropse

A sudden sorrow

2008-06-23T21:14:00.008+08:00

CALM & QUIET

"You are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the differnce between right and wrong. You believe in yourself. You put yourself in other peoples shoes and see howit feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly. Your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend. The flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do.."

source: Facebook.com's application/attitude test result

There's a boy, who sits under the bleachers, just another day eating alone. Though he smiles, there is something just hiding, and he cant find a way to relate. He just goes unnoticed, as the crowd passes by... and he'll pretend to be busy when inside he just wants to cry...

He'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Mr. always-kind-man, look a little closer and he really really want you to put yourself in his shoe, when you ask him his name...

And he gaves himself a promise ; I'm trying to fix my life, to become better.

I've got guts!

2008-06-21T22:08:00.007+08:00

Today I've hitted my biggest fear, I drove to downtown, twice.

I finished my Bengkel lesson (which stupidly caught me for 3 hours) and I've learn the basic stuff, change oil, check metre, and this that those... So, thought I got enought experience bringing a car.

Family wasn't around these few days, mama papa flew to KL for step-son's mother longevity birthday party. Sister just went off to HongKong, and thank god she's gone, or else I wouldn't got chance to uncover my driving phobia keekee~

Yes, I should keep moving on like this. Can't let the phobia bring me down! I can drive perfectly safe and slow, just that I afraid of cops, dirty hungry cops.

oh yeah and you know what? some XX company (think its a huge corporate business company) called me, said I just won the lucky draw by giving out my comments towards the latest 3G communication phone, but i couldn't attend the seminar in KLCC while I'm now in KK. Probably they will arrange to courier service maybe.

Guess I consider today is my lucky day~

Paintball Affairs

2008-06-19T23:04:00.006+08:00

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Attending a funeral tomorrow

2008-06-17T20:56:00.003+08:00

What should I wear for a formal funeral, I wonder?

In chinese, they have strong superstition, that everyone who's going to attend the funeral should go for Black, at least something with dark color. Guess what, I've got plenty of it.

as a reminder from my mother: No blinky, kinky, bright-bright stuff !

I've been once to a formal-like-funeral, and Henry was his name, a highschool friend of mine. The situation was so tense, people holding the joss stick, running ceremony, expression of grief and so on ... Frankly speaking, I don't feel comfortable being in such.

Its all about respect the unfortunate one, family's, and not breaking rules.

Now the question is, should my thoughts stick with superstition or make myself ease and comfort?

It's Hard To See A Friend Down

2008-06-16T14:32:00.004+08:00

The first word I heard when I woke up this morning is:

“阿龙爸爸死了哦！” mum said

I was still in monday blues. I texted to Dick, and he thought it was a joke... After the confirmation of the death of his father, we went to pay Loong's family a visit, to show our condolence.

Everyone looks so gloomy. Once I gently patted on his shoulder, tears started falling. I never seen Loong cry so serious, I felt the sorrow ...

I just being tense in this kind of situation, I never had this before.

“我到的时候，他已经断气了。。。”Loong crying and mumbling the words out.
I shed my tears.

Hang-out Thoughts

2008-06-03T16:40:00.005+08:00

I hang-out alot since I got back my hometown - sabah.

The first day I landed KK, straight away I met up my highschool friends, how pathetic =s. Almost everyday I'm craving for hang-out. Go here and there, like money come from nowhere.

Although we were crap talkers, at least we do care.

While enjoying the precious moment with others, thought this is going to be forever, keep in touch with each other like UHU gam sticking every single one of us.

Who knows, just one spell, we have to seperate again. Far far away like this were their last footprints left here.

Nevertheless, we had fun. I hate the first feeling when it comes to say goodbye, but now I know we are shading under the same clouds, always. Heavy cloud's gone, hello brightly days!

Go far and fly high, my friends. All the best to y'all.

(who I dedicated this to, I wonder? =D)

Daytrip at Karambunai

2008-05-22T15:54:00.004+08:00

17th May - Karambunai Daytrip

#Click link above#

Participants: Alison, Shing Yee, Paul Ngu & Philip
Date: 17th May 08
Place: Nexus Karambunai Resort Kota Kinabalu, Sabah & Carcasean Game-house

Source: Alison

I'm tanned, not BLACK

2008-05-19T22:57:00.007+08:00

I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black

I'm not black

I'm just TANNED!

I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black
I'm not black

Its okay to be tanned, Although I've been insulted as be a BLACK guy for years. I know, they were just joking, making fun of me. I was smiling all the way, but once I turned they will never see the flay.

I feel the sour...

No more whitening stuff, no more intention to get fairer skin, no more complaints being black, cause...

I'M HAPPY WITH MY TANNED SKIN!

Just a small favor ... accept the fact that I was born like this.
I have feelings, too.

对母亲的承诺

2008-05-06T03:05:00.013+08:00

*一丝泪光

现在在忙的你, 有几久没回家和家人吃饭了?
现在在远处的你, 最后一通给家里的电话是几时?
现在在外面玩的你, 有想到妈妈在家坐在沙发上, 等着你回家开门锁给你吗?

*你, 有感触吗?

11.5.08 母亲节

打算买些什么给妈妈？
买礼物, 会被她骂, 以为我还不是在用家里的钱买来的...
用才艺来做张卡给她? 看她样子很像不回存卡片之类的...
帮妈妈做家务? 她都来了KL, 而且姐家有女佣...
在家都是妈妈在煮饭, 要不这次就我亲自show下厨艺?

但我知道我妈妈和家人要的是...
我生性
我听话
我再不胡闹
安分守己

多年来母亲的养育责任很重, 也换来我一生孝顺他们的肯定.
妈, 我答应你, 我会用功学习我最后一年的硕士, 再回去陪你和老爸.

"世上只有妈妈好" 这首歌没唱错. 世上还有什么会比得上母爱?

Fool's Gold, it should be a funny movie right?

2008-05-05T01:21:00.004+08:00

04.May.08 7:25PM - 2nd time I watched movie with myself.

Guess what, without second thoughts, I jumped up into the bus and go to Times Square. I'm addicted to Times Square, or should I say Bukit Bintang area, and I don't know why
, just so sudden.

Today's selection - FOOL'S GOLD

A romantic plus adventure kind of comedy. Finn (Matthew McConaughey), he's the main cast who are a good treasure hunter, do anything cheats for treasure, a going-to-divorced gentlemen, and very good in sex indeed (this is what the girl thinks).

He and Tess (Kate Hudson) are obsessed with finding the legendary 18th century Queen's Dowry's exotic treasures that was lost in the sea. Hmm... can't say too much, let yourself to hunt the story ^^

But before I entered the cinema hall, I was too early to be there, it's 2 more hours to 7:25PM. I had nothing to do, but just sat down at Baskin Robbin for ice-cream.

I wasn't comfortable, everyone was starred at me, like I am a freak.
Then I know why.
Everybody was couples and couples, family and family, and ME and ONLY ME.
Couples were sharing 1 scoop of Ice-cream while I had 2 scoop just for myself, how sad.
Families were so warm, having Ice-cream together.
I just wish my mammy daddy and sistas were by my side, would be good to pay for me hehe.

2 hours I've been sitting there, thinking soooo many things. Makes me think of someone, someone who always not let me hunger, who always bring me to nice food. I was so silly, 2 hours = 120 minutes I can do a lot of things, but I let it flow just like water from the pipe. No use to think oddly, its useless....

7:25Pm, heavy steps followed me entering the cinema hall, mind was full of thoughts, and can't help it.

Seriously.

IRON MAN ROCKs

2008-05-04T01:16:00.011+08:00

3.May.08 9.40PM - The first time I watched movie with myself.

Dosen't mean I want to confess anything, just that things can be better if you're alone. It feels so comfortable, no distraction no obstacles no need to do this-that-those blaaaaaah.......

This week NO.1 box office - IRON MAN

The story is about a genius weapon billionaire (Tony Stark > Robert Downey Jr.) who creates distinguishing weapon, was kidnapped by the Afganistan's foe, demand him to create devasting weapons for them. Somehow, they attached a device on his chest and using the battery to survive. No battery, no life.

Intelligent him has invented the blue-glowing thingy on his chest to replace the usage of battery, becoming the source of living (how clever *thumb up). Its a wrong decision to help the Afganistan, eventhough he knows that he will get killed at the end (Yeah Man! *thumb up x2). Instead of build weapons for them, he built a prototype kind of high-tech suit of armor to escape (gimme five *pak).

Tony refines the armor after he got back to America. Then the story goes fascinating!

As usual, I went to google IRON MAN. Man I saw this!

Latest new LG dunno-what-brand phone with 18k gold,

= Yes Listen! =

18k gold-dipped IRON MAN special edition Shine Phone

My gawd~~~! I just love the metalic color! But no intention, cause its $2000+ USD, means RM6500+. Better spend the money on Vertu (the rank 1 most expensive phone in the world) rather on this gold-dipped gadget.
*sigh

After all of my thoughts, I found IRON MAN and ME has SIMILARITY.

See? we are both using batteries! hehehe~
eh but why in this scene I look like dead people one?

DIRECTOR !!! MANA BATTERY OMG !!!???

*plug in battery*

system loading

--1%

----12%

----------28%

------------30%

-----------------39%

----------------------------71%

----------------------------------------------92%

------------------------------------------------------- 100% buffering ...

Ladies & gentlemen, man & women, boys & girls, I bring you ...

At least I've learned some senget poses from ANTM, thanks to Tyra Bank.

Marie Digby who's she?

2008-05-02T23:49:00.012+08:00

It seems like I am really not that up-to-trend. . .

I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THE MARIE DIGBY

= whos the cover version of "Umbrella" =

IS DAMN SO F**KIN' FAMOUS!

My friend told me about her concert which is going to be live in Malaysia (sumwhere around Klang corner maybe). Once my friend mentioned her name, my mind goes blank, was like

"who's she? a Chef? or ... a Magician?"

Stupid me. Then I go google about Marie Digby.
~Tada~
An American singer-songwriter, she's best known for her acoustic cover version of Rihanna's No. 1 hit "Umbrella". Well she has been attracted attention from numerous visitor on YouTube, as I'm currently one of them hehe. Check this out

cool isn't it?

My thoughts were telling me that the acoustic one is soothing my ears. Mommy I don't need any ear drops since I got Marie Digby hehe! Then I started singing it, guess what? It seems like my one wa so much better to be a male-version-umbrella! whoohooo~!
(see whether I can record one for myself)

There are fell more in YouTube, and you know what, her single album has released kat pasaran!!! Support the original, say no to pirated! I absolutely gonna get one, you know, soothing my ears...

3:25AM, I can't sleep

2008-04-21T03:18:00.007+08:00

The time shown AM. I want to sleep, but i can't help myself not being a babysitter, sister just gone up to Genting and dumped kids to me *sigh. Just had a cold fever, and it has been 3 days continuously! Damn I should listen to my sister to take pills. Man i hate it...

No pills, then generate more "wantan" lar. There's more in the bin. Now my nose feels like burning. I take tissues ply by ply, then something is pulling my attention...

Ahha! Rukun Negara on the Tissue Box

I never touch this thing since I graduated my primary 6, still remember that time I was only mumbling with myself, cause I knew everyone's reading it during the monday morning assembly haha. I try ~~so hard~~ to memerize it out, and you know what? I was like:

"kepercayaan kepada tuhan,

ketaatan kepada raja dan negara,

keseimbangan perler....er.....lemba....kan?

kesopanan dan kesusilaan."

EH!? there were supposed 5 lines, what is the last one ar!?

The actual one is:

Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan

Kesetiaan Kepada Raja dan Negara

Keluruhan Perlembagaan

Kedaulatan Undang-Undang

Kesopanan dan Kesusilaan

I bet there are more people out there who has no idea about this. After so many thoughts of thinking how stupid me cannot read out my own national principle, I can only say:

I'm a very liberal in politician mar ~ (eh hehehe)

Okay no more stupid stuff. My Garfield blanket is calling me to warm up my bed.

*tick - swith off lights

Another Gathering

2008-04-13T00:44:00.017+08:00

*updated - thanks to Alison for the pictures

Time: 2pm (and i was late 30mins. sorry~)
Venue: Carls Jr., Sunway Pyramid
Participants: (from the left) Philip, Alison, Remie,
Khai Weng and GF, Li Ling, Ai Fei,
and Uncle Bunny Paul Ngu

Another gathering together with my high school friend, but this time most of them are from Intellectual class and I was the only one from Class B. *sad

I still remember there was always a gap between them and our class, like sister and brother, dogs and cats, Hillary and Obama ... (okay this gone a lil' bit too much, I know~). Argument is always there, but everything seems fine after we gone through so much wind rain thunder lightning. Not to forget that we were under the same hut ^^

We actually met each other at Carl's Jr. on time, but I was late for no excuse hehe. A little bit of small talk and recall back everything in high school, then we went on a movie.

"Definitely, Maybe" a brilliant love story. Girls, prepare your tissue.

10 minutes before the movie starts, we played games in the recreational. I have no intention to play game, cause its only 10 minutes. But guess what those guys can do in short few minutes?

they were so enjoyed fight with each other,
and they successfully captured people's attention haha

WATCH IT! OR ELSE YOU'LL MISS OUT THE FUNNY PART!

Movie's over. We were supposed to go for window shopping, but they all persuasively bring me to Subway (a fast food corner) to take my breakfast (the time is 6pm something).
Thank you so much Bunny Paul for the little "persuasion".

Subway Club Sandwich, the half loaf for my breakfast + Lunch + dinner

Thousand Island falls onto my pants and THATS BUNNY PAUL'S FAULT!!!

I was so curious, he said there's 4 young girls keep disturbing him,
but now I know why~~~

= IT'S CAM WHORE TIME! =

Alison, the typical vegetarian girl. I'll still be seeing you girl~

Ai Fei I'm gonna miss you~

Li Ling cheer up!

Remie... always not being decent at all

ahh~ finally a good one

Take 1 - Bunny Paul Ngu, so blurry

Take 2 - He's 1 year younger than me, but why everytime when it comes to photo,
HE LOOKS LIKE OBACAN, Sumore with the stiff look omg...

Khai Weng, 10 years see you 10 years never change... I wonder~

and I met her~ she's Khai Weng's Girl (darn I forgot her name >.<)

before we separated. check out what is Li Ling doing out there?

There is hard time when we say Goodbye. we all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere. Together forever, never apart. Maybe distance, but never in heart. See you guys in another gathering, I hope there's another one ?
hehe

*with bless

Oh yeah! Sean Kingston was there in Sunway Pyramid, in one of the pub Coco Banana (just opened), but unfortunately we just passed by...

*sniff *sniff

I got a wound

2008-04-12T03:16:00.005+08:00

wound on my right hand

Unfortunately felt down when I was trying to clean dog's poo-poo at the balcony

darn nicky , you watch out

It was badly hurt, even my ass
no picture of it okay, pay for it if you wanna look

I tried to rub it, but painful! But you know what? Sister bought me Mc Flurry Oreo ^^
my god, 1 ice cream can satisfy me, cheapskate her...

This wound reminds me to get myself a tattoo. AHHA! Now that I got excuse to get one~ But decisively I want one on my leg, and behind of body. For the wound...nah just forget it.

the one on the leg is cool!

Maybe I should go check out some nice designs and patterns in the store. Yvonne wants to have tattoo also, and we promise to get one after we have sufficient financial. I'm sure I will get one, soon.

*rubbing the sore

Fear in the evening nap

2008-04-11T03:52:00.005+08:00

Actually I'm not suppose to tell, I'm afraid of something...
Something is just not right.

I had a dream when I accidentally fall asleep in the evening. I still remember the scene so clearly until I don't dare to recall it. I was in somewhere apartment, floor 12th. I felt something wrong at that moment, winds blow like no one notice.

press lift button...

lights getting dimmer...

lights off, lift not functioning...

staircase...

a small boy stand facing back at me...

11th floor now...

press lift button...

lift's opened

*ting Awaken...

I don't dare to write it in detail, I'm scared. something is just not right here...

A day for GHOST

2008-04-10T00:40:00.005+08:00

I spent the whole day watching a Malaysia's drama series,

GHOST

I was actually watching it halfway past few months ago, but you know, exams..... So suddenly I got desire to finish it one shot all by today, which I did. Thanks to 8TV ^o^

Its about a girl (Eza > cheryl samad) tries to solve the mystery behind the death of a famous celebrity (Zack > Naz). Its sort of like "CSI" thingy mix with elements of pleasant and romance. One thing I like this drama, is that the rational, courage and bravery of Eza in ways of solving the mystery. I never seen such tremendous drama after all.

Now that if you tell me how was Gol & Gincu, Rahdi Go Study, Bawang Putih & Merah and what so ever.....

nah... that was just fine / piece of nothing / oh....that one, what was it again?

That's gonna be my answer hehe

Well I just want to introduce this drama to everyone. Go on to 8TV and catch up the highlights. Or, the quickest way, Click Here.

OMG the intro is just so remarkable XD

3.34AM Was Thinking ...

2008-04-09T03:34:00.005+08:00

You treat me simply good,
despite how I treated you.
I cared for you, I loved you,
and that you do not knew.

I kept telling myself,
that I could change your ways.
But you proved me wrong,
Every single day.

Spending each and every day,
with happiness and laughs.
Try forgetting all our memories,
but still holding photographs.

I guess I was overconfident,
that this would work out fine.
I guess I was mistaken,
I had crossed the line.

When suddenly he came across my mind,
as the tears started to flow.
That even after all this time,
I just can't let him go.

I wish we can have breakfast
like what we had in the past.

*tears...

I'm Graduated

2008-04-07T12:16:00.012+08:00

Friday, January 11, 2008 >> stop blogging >> Monday, April 07, 2008

*omg...

It has been sooo long, ever since I started my revision and project to fight for my Final Year End Exam, and you know what? IT'S OVER NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
*throwing textbooks & notes...

Everyone with their certificate

Well, after all of the bloody war and sacrifices, we have successfully graduated beautifully.
In the Result Announcement, everyone was struggling and gets to their nerves before they've been announced...
But once they got mention, they fly high...

Team BDH

2 years time, I didn’t know that the time haste so fast.
Although just a short 2 years period,
But we have learn to grow to be a team.

Enjoyment - happy hour

In these 2 years, many, many joy we had, tears we sheards, sometime goes gaga and …..

handle all tons of ASSIGNMENTS & PAPER WORKS haha!
But isn’t it a bliss?

^_^

I know, I can see there are always Argument, Isolation, Sarcasticalness…
but we have known each other like no one better than us, isn’t it?

Friends always wherever they are

Once again, I’m very thankful for those who has really put effort to finish this academic, and those who really plays a role in friends-ship. Graceful I can say. I would like to appologize for my fault and oversight to all of my buddies, forgive me for my mistaken…

For those who wants to work, I wish you all the best in the future.
For those who wants to continue degree…

FASTER GO REGISTER!!!!!! 5% DISCOUNTS FOR CURRENT TAYLOR’S STUDENT BEFORE 14TH APRIL!!!!!!

Wrongly Spoken

2008-01-11T16:33:00.001+08:00

I came across a funny thing. and this was just happened not more than 5 minutes ago.

on da phone conversation
Philip: Hey Eric. Where are you now?
Eric: Yo! I'm now at Mentari, where are you?
Philip: I'm now at library, you want to pass me something isit?
Eric: Yea so I meet you at Mentari?
Philip: er...I'm in library now.
Eric: Ok lah, I meet you at Mentari lar.
Philip: ??? You're coming or I'm going?
Eric: NO! I said I go to library now!
Philip: but...
Eric: ow...did I just said "Mentari"?
Philip: X_X"

Yeah, thats meant to be funny lolx!

Health Minister Appeared In A Sex Tape

2008-01-03T16:47:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up and my sister throw me yesterday-newspaper and started to yell "see guys are all beast, guys are brute and wuha wuha wuha~"

That time I was wondering, what the world is going on?

When I scanned through the news headline, it says:

At first I thought it is some politicial dispute or new cast or something. Manatau when I glance through the article, I get shocked!!!

A 60yrs old Health Minister, read again, OUR HEALTH MINISTER appeared in a SEX TAPE! Hmm......this will be my morning breakfast, yummie.

Okay, according to the article, says he appeared in a sex video, and he admitted. Another half is his "personal-best-friend" or should I call it "best-personal-friend"? Obviously the tape is not recorded by himself, someone gets lucky to have a chance to sabotage him.

He has already make an apology to prime minister, ministers and public.

But at the end, although he wanted to keep with his current position and give explaination to PM, but he failed and he resigned. Walau eh... still want to stay back meh? Maybe he could be mentor as a Health Consultant, giving demonstration to others. But no offends, PM has to pick up the wise decision.

For his family side, his wife has already forgive whatever he did. No doubt, they will still give support to him. Yeah I think he really needs BIG support for him, after all those impact.

I don't know, I stoned a while and keep thinking out of the box, maybe my thoughts are going too far away hehehe. After all what he did what-so-ever, farewell to Datuk Seri Chua Soi Lek, welcome new Health Minister!

Wasted my holidays

2007-12-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

Holiday suppose to be full of fun and excitement, family out for trip, shopping with friends, or doing holiday homework (applicable for those primary kids hehe) etc...

Just review back what have I done during my holidays:
1. Sleep sleep Sleep zzZZZ
2. Online just to check Friendster and other stuff (ain't no porno ok...)
3. Munching chocolates, candies, snacks, keropok dan banyak-banyak lagi
4. Playing dirty games with my little Nicky boy (its a dog okay...)
5. Gaming PS2 which has already dumped for years
6. Thumbing with new phone (actually its b/f to me by my newphew)
7. Dramas (ooow i just love Coffee Prince)
8. etc...

Actually the 1st one suppose to be "On Vacation in somewhere outer Malaysia", just that there's some obstacles blocking my way to holiday (especially my pastport thingy).

OMG I just wasted my precious time doing all rubbish! What about my Technical Industrial Report? Arrggg..... I wish time can be playback.

Officially 17s !

2007-12-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

Before...
Currently...

JENG JENG JENG!!!

Its my birthday on 26th, and I had a very simple celebration with my sister family. We actually went to a chinese restaurant, ate lots of Crab (I just love the butter-cheese one!).

Then my niece come out a joke:

Niece: Di, Today is ur b'day, and you eating "Crap"
Me: Yalah ofcourse, can't you see that I'm eating?
Niece: Yea yea yea, eating "Crap" *with the twisting face expression
Me: *swt...feel like wanna throw the hammer to her

Now only I realise, yea birthday boy shouldn't eat Crabs, or else the rest of the year I'll be having CRAPS!!! hehe just being superstitious =p

Anyways, Thanks for Everyone's wishes. I can feel the warmth ^^

Phone Digger

2007-12-25T07:27:00.001+08:00

Normally people do only have 1 mobile phone. For some other reason only they need 2nd one (such for business purpose, for closer one, or "bao yi lai" means play tripod etc...).

BUT WHY A 11 YEARS BOY DESERVES 2 MOBILE PHONE?

HE'S JUST 11'S!!!!

Before this, he already had a Nokia N76 which is still in good condition and perfectly a cool gadget, just refer to my previous write-up.

SEE! His dad bought him a touchscreen-portable-TV-PDA for him !!!

Although its made from china, but the functions and applications were so fabulous!

Since he has already owned so many phones, its time for me to change as well:

Me: Hey Nelson, mind if I use your phone?

Nelson: Why? your phone rosak already?

Me: No la, just that you have 2 phones but 1 simcard only, you can't the other one also rite?

Nelson: Then which one you want?

Me: I'll just take the N76 one lar, cause you can watch TV with your new phone mar rite?

Nelson: Hmm...okay lor.

PHONE DIGGER WUAHAHAHAHA!!!

I'm gaining tougher!

2007-12-17T02:16:00.001+08:00

I don't know why people will get aggresive, i mean VERY!

9 more days I'm gonna be 1 year older
But still, I didn't get the thing that I wanted.

Yes, I'VE TRIED. I've tried so hard, even tried to seek a chance to sneak in
From pull to push
But at the end, I got nothing....nothing...

I talked to one of my friend, and she scolded me
Lucky to have her to wake me up, or else I'm still drowning in somewhere out there.

Silly me, its kinda stupid to put too much effort in getting something impossible
But at least I've tried.

Sorry for being aggresive,
But I feeling much better now...

Demand for Post-exam

2007-12-14T12:05:00.001+08:00

Yeap Yeap, exam is over. I just can't tell how fabulous I am.
Talking 'bout fabulous, I realise that its been half year plus i never had a proper shopping.

here is my feeling now:

Wooo...sounds fussy but wth i don't care anything now, I NEED FABULOUS!!! RELEASE STRESS WEH

Inspiration from Enchanted

2007-12-08T07:46:00.000+08:00

This week I suppose to stick with my notes and stay in the library, just because of the sick of FINAL TERM EXAM (*Arg....). Last night, I slept at 5am and woke up at 8.30am, continued study and teach John sumore. But overall, the tough one is already over, now I only have to focus on my Budgeting, Finance and French!!!! these subjects making me a big head.

Since the tough one is over, we went to watch movie - Enchanted
I just can't help myself keep thinking of it, ITS SOOOOO TOUCH AND INSPIRING !!!
Hmm, maybe I should share abit 'bout this movie.

It is a classic Disney fairytale collides with real world New York City in a story about a fairytale princess from the past who is thrust into present-day by an evil queen . Soon after her arrival, the Princess begins to change her views on life and love after meeting a handsome lawyer.

The question is, can a storybook view of romance survive in the real world?

At first, the scene was cartoons, I myself asked "are we watching the right movie now?"

But after awhile only I knew its just a part of the intro. Well I don't mind if it's cartoon actually hehe.

And then the story goes fabulously magical

just figure out where a princess from no-where got herself such nice outfit? She handmade herself, by using fabric materials inside the house. Yes, curtain lolx.

Ah I LOVE THIS ONE! Tiny little chipmunks. He used to speak in fantasy world, but he could'nt speak good in real life, maybe he get used to his mother tougue =D

Ahh.....just don't know what to say. Overall the movie just inspired me with fantasy-fantasy. I would say this is a an achievement for Disney to come out such spectacular movie. Yes, I know I'm in a real world, but who cares? Everyone has their own fancy little dream, dreaming one day to ride on a pumpkin coach car, be in the grand ball dance, and meet their love one....

Just an after-movie conversation with my friend:

Me: how's the movie? nice leh!
Friend: awww....soooo touch.
Me: Yea, so good to be in fantasy
Friend: Yea sooo good, and oh yea, Monday we have Marketing exam right?

SPOILED!!!!

My X'mas Projector - Finished!

2007-11-28T12:58:00.000+08:00

I know, X'mas coming and everyone seems so passion to start decorating their houses or living room area. Its like so common every year you put a Big Pine Tree (sumore its fake one) at the corner of the living room or next besides the sofa seats. Obviously I'm not gonna do like that, I want to make use of my intellegence and be creative to come out something EX-ORDINARY!!!! (I'm not trying to be Dr.Jekyll nor Mr.Hyde okay?)

*light bulb on*
I looked at my "multi-purpose" standing lamp and thinking to re-modifying it into a projector! Hmm...maybe I should show the steps:

1. Bend down my standing lamp. Hm...very normal for a lamp rite?

2. So you should get something to round it up so that the light will be more focused when it projects out

3. Find some fancy-fancy stuff to add on. I love snowflakes

4. As I mentioned, round it up and add on fancy stuffs

5. Tada~ I put my lil' x'mas hat on it. Looks more into a cannon chain-gun omg.

6. Aww...I'm loving it

7. AhhA!!! see? This is the result that I'm looking for!

8. Hmm....a little bit camwhore ^^

9. Can play with the shadow when I bored. Maybe some "wayang kulit" (shadow play).

10. THE PROJECTED PINE TREE!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAHHH!!!!!
cut in the middle of the last piece of hard black paper in a shape of the pine tree, it will result like THIS!

Hmm... quite success I can say, I've got what I want. Iike I said, make use of my imagination. twist my mind so hard to get this idea you know!? Just don't tell my mom that I'm doing this, she'll say "omg, I spend alot of money for your hospitality studies and this is what you've learned!?"

*wink

Ikea & The Curve pre-X'mas walk

2007-11-24T23:10:00.001+08:00

See? Everywhere is preparing for the Huge celebration of X’mas by deco the places into snowy snowy kind of thingy. The pine trees and jingles jingles~ so fantasy!

I’m so desperate to go somewhere outer M’sia to celebrate this big day. I never had a chance to be in somewhere to experience and see the 15ft high pine trees (or higher), snowflakes (I don’t care if its artificial!), and SANTA!!! (as long as he gives me present, who cares he can fly with his Reindeer?).

Yesterday my housemates and I + my dear Rui Ai, we went to IKEA for furniture shopping, but at the end we just bought few stuff only. I wanted to buy soooo many things there!!! But budget not allowed *sniff sniff.

at least we had fun rite? Everyone owns a pet ^^ who cares if we really go there and buy things?

Now we discovered a place, really full of excitement! THE CURVE, with the hanging snowflakes and the adornment, I can say it’s really an achievement for them to come out such good job, well theres not many places you can find this kind of surroundings. I’m lovin it!

Blue neon light on the floor!!!!! Err…what are they looking at actually? SNOWFLAKES!!!???

See? Even Wilber was so impressed with the fallin’ snowflakes!!!

Can see through his smile ^^ sooo happy

Hmm…after all of the window shopping and finally we sat down and have a proper dinner. Kevin wants to eat sushi, but Hong Chan dislike sushi; I want to eat in Fridays, but Full house! So, we went to Kenny Rogers.

At first, Wilber and Tuan wanted to order a Family Set Meal consists of a whole roasted chicken and 4 side dishes. That moment, I believe in myself that I can finish it all, just because I didn’t take lunch before this.
BUT THANK GOD I JUST ORDERED A QUARTER MEAL JUST ENOUGH FOR MYSELF!!!

The left over garlic parsley potato…sorry~

Everything seems like soooo Christmas! Reminds me of some place that I can celebrate my X’mas, SINGAPORE!!! Although there are so many things I heard from friend, says that Singapore is very happening but full of crowd.
BUT I DON’T CARE!!! I WANT TRY SOMETHING NEW!!!

Hmm…perhaps I should plan my X’mas holiday in Singapore now. Gather friends and family now~ who wants to join?

Squidie is the 1st one joining me, who’s next?

Kids These Days

2007-11-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

Kids these days been treaten soooooo good. I know, the world is changing, high-tech non-stop improving, and gadgets are born like eggs, more and cheap!!! But...

my niece, she has a SE K810i model ... (*okay... I think she might need it someday...)

Sumore with a porch!!! >_<"

BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH!!! A 11 YEARS OLD KID OWNED A NOKIA N76 !!!

HE CAN'T EVEN SEND A PROPER MESSAGE!!! HOW WOULD HE ABLE TO USE SUCH COOL GADGET !!!???

For my age, I should get something cool also right? I deserved the better one right? but ...

SE K750i ... okay, maybe you can say I'm an economical person.

*shit.....watch out my dearest kids, I will revenge, AND I MEAN IT !!!

I'm so insignificant

2007-11-08T02:27:00.001+08:00

Okay I know sometimes I love being insignificant person, but not all the time. Being lost are pretty much like myself. I find my face looks fresher and good-looking (chewah~) after wake up from the bed. My hair, face, eyes... but does it means that I'm look fresh and good-looking only when the time I'm lost?

OMG... I'm like a PORN STAR.

And 1 more thing, THATS MY NATURAL EYE-LINER!!! NO FAKES!

My Personal Name Card

2007-11-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

Just done with my practical name card, use for my practical classes.

Hows it? Hmm....maybe I'll make it too much, too messy... I'll try again~

Shh... Just don't tell anybody okay?

MY EYES

2007-11-05T14:10:00.000+08:00

Asian people normally has bigger eyes, right?

I'm asian also, so its possible for me to have a pair of big eye, right?

Yes, I'm wearing glasses, but still it won't shrink my eyes right?

No, I don't have an eye-bag, but it doesn't mean I purposely pop out my eyes right?

but...

THEN WHY PEOPLE ARE SAYING THAT I'M USING EYE-LINER!?

I know guys nowadays are also start using eye-liner, to make their eyes look bigger. some how, it is very common used in Japan, well you know, gothic type of make-up.

it does look good, but ... don't you think its weird?

All people are saying that I'm hiding the truth that I'm using that stupid eye-liner thingy. Some say I'm scare to admit because "pai-seh". Guys, If I'm using it, then i would then tell you, whats the point to lies?

Hmm....Yes, I do hidding something, something I never tell anyone else yet that ...

HIDDEN STOUT IN MY BODY. SHH...DON'T TELL ANY ONE. IF YOU WANT THEN JUST COME AND GRAB IT!!!

(short-text: DAMN THAT COUPLE NEXT TO ME ARE GET ON MY SEXUAL NERVES!!! THEY KISSES EACH OTHER!!! THINK I'M INVISIBLE ISIT!!!!????)

Sorrow means nothing to me anymore

2007-10-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

Just called my mom last night, telling her that how's my life's going on. Nowadays people really need more care, so that it will be more "push" or some say "OHM!" to persuade anything.

After awhile of thinking, I asked myself:

"why I have to work so hard?"

"at the end of the day I work with who?"

"I do harder, people do nothing, but results is still equal."

"pay so much $ but still lecturer ask us to do research or whatever self-revision."

"be hospitable are so fake, isn't it?"

Hm...nevermind. 'No Pain No Gain', Yvonne taught me this (see, no point of asking those kind of questions...). My mum told me to hold my breath until the last, I tried, but still I need to get some air.

OKay, sad things goes but funny thing comes.
Rape case getting more, and victims griefs. Now I know why this kind of thing happen, BECAUSE I'M ONE OF THEM!!! (I mean victim lar....dui). See how it feels when someone pinch your ass, and run off just like that.

YOUR BODY AUTOMATICALLY WILL STRETCH UP RIGHT!?

My first time... *sniff *sniff

Stress Ah !!!

2007-10-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

Students should behave good. Everyone knows, but do everyone behave good? Good Question~
Currently me, as a student, have assignments on hands. Not much, but not little wor~

Industrial Training Report
Technical Idustrial Studies
50 newspaper article of related to tourism (SHIT!!!)
Financial assessment
Marketing presentation
Sumarizing notes into power-point
Interview HR department, one of the organization
and more...

I do try to manage all this as fast as possible, but they all want me to do this within this month!!!!!!!!!!! Okay I admit that I'm not really a good boy (Ms. Anna who always called me "Good Boy" or my previous training HR Dept. called me "Philip Boy"). But I have to do this all, just for sick of the "papers" so called certificates!!!

WTH, YOU THINK I'M GOD ISIT!?

I GOT MY OWN LIFE YOU KNOW!?