Blood sign

I find these so hilarious, somehow its a lil' bit similar to my personality.

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Isn't that obvious? I mean you can see differences among people.

Heart Lock, see how hard to encode the password.

Now you know who's againts you~

It's true, everyone has their own direction, but no matter how, we still have to respect their own choices.

Now who's the reckless driver again? >:-)

Who's wearing "their heart on the bottom of it sleeves"? I'm definitely not one of the it.

Curiosity, AB has many questions as always~

Smart huh?

Are you reliable with the jobs that are given to you?

Punctuality (i)

Punctuality (ii)

True colors~ =)

Study mode. Yeah that's me mumbling with the text lol!

Personality in denial~ and that's what we all did.
So what type are you~ ?

Stupidity, I'm not

I know, a sudden curiosity will bring us a lil' confusion, and that is why we deserved to have a clear interpretation.

Speechless...

no wonder there's so many dummies out there. Don't doubt, I'm still at the bottom level teehee~

Are you willing to walk?

Traffics in Malaysia used to be like this

But fuel price has rapidly gone up, as so as getting on our nerves.

If thing still remain like this, or even worse

Sooner or later, I see the future is going to be like this...

I don't mind doing that, if everyone does too

A triple-hit by curve-bullet

The day is cold, dreaming something funny, and a wake me up with the ringtone,

"G.l.a.m.o.r.o.u.s. Yeah...~"

My driving tutor always gives a sudden in between 8-9am early morning, and why am I not suprise? Last minute call to see whether I can learn driving at 9.30am instead of 12pm noon time. My thoutghts are telling me that I should still keep my head under the pillow. Unorganize, a word only can be described. That wasn't so bad actually as I thought. A couple minutes later, "Dick Lee" appreared on my phone screen.

Been told to accompany my BFF to fix his car, his father's car. Telling te truth, I gave 15 minutes to refresh myself, everything was perfect but still I missed something, something what people will usually do when they off their bed heading to the toilet, brush teeth. That wasn't so bad, at least I covered it up with chewy gums.

12pm - Rendevous with my driving tutor, and he said coming.

1.30pm - Finally, driving tutor shown up.
That wasn't so bad ............................... is it?

Afternoon sunshine, afterwards sunburnt.
Today first lesson - Parking, 3 angle, and a small knoll.

• Parking was fine.
• 3 angle even easy.
• But small knoll, pissed off...

Lovely tutor gave me a "big-bang nice" words with his "patiently-way-of-teaching". Uncle, this is my first time touching the paddle of clutch, hear me "FIRST TIME", how am I going to fully take into my hands despite I had just 2 hour for practise? and THAT WASN'T SO BAD, RIGHT?!

4.30pm - "Wanted" movie

Dick, Loong and Liqi waiting me infront of the cinema entrance holding 100+ and snacks. And ME? Stucked in the jam. Missed the advertisment but lucky can catch up the intro. I thought I should deserved little more pamper by enjoying my type of movie, and it's cool! Ending is almost there, and a guy sat next infront of me stared me like I blocked his front view. He was mumbling over there, but who cares? After the show, when curtains close the lights have switched on, his friend infront of me turned to me and poured me with his anger, said that I keep kicking my foot to his chair.

To you my dear friend:
IF SOMEONE KICKED YOU OR DISTURB YOU, PLEASE BE INFORMED TO REMIND AND GIVE SIGNAL TO THE PERSON! NOT UNTIL YOU WAIT THE SHOW ENDS THEN ONLY YOU COMPLAIN! I KICKED, YOU DIAM. I KICKED AGAIN, YOU STILL DIAM. HABIS WAYANG, BUAT YOUR OWN SHOW INFRONT OF ME PULAK! WHAT THE @#*%!!!!!!

Way to home still fine, but once I stepped into my house, mother lagi buat show infront of me, said I went out from the sun rises till the sun sets. HELLO, EARLY MORNING CALLS, DRIVING LESSON, MOVIE... WHAT YOU WANT?!

THAT wasn't so bad ... if I was a cropse

A sudden sorrow

CALM & QUIET

"You are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the differnce between right and wrong. You believe in yourself. You put yourself in other peoples shoes and see howit feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly. Your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend. The flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do.."

source: Facebook.com's application/attitude test result

There's a boy, who sits under the bleachers, just another day eating alone. Though he smiles, there is something just hiding, and he cant find a way to relate. He just goes unnoticed, as the crowd passes by... and he'll pretend to be busy when inside he just wants to cry...

He'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Mr. always-kind-man, look a little closer and he really really want you to put yourself in his shoe, when you ask him his name...

And he gaves himself a promise ; I'm trying to fix my life, to become better.

I've got guts!

Today I've hitted my biggest fear, I drove to downtown, twice.


I finished my Bengkel lesson (which stupidly caught me for 3 hours) and I've learn the basic stuff, change oil, check metre, and this that those... So, thought I got enought experience bringing a car.




Family wasn't around these few days, mama papa flew to KL for step-son's mother longevity birthday party. Sister just went off to HongKong, and thank god she's gone, or else I wouldn't got chance to uncover my driving phobia keekee~

Yes, I should keep moving on like this. Can't let the phobia bring me down! I can drive perfectly safe and slow, just that I afraid of cops, dirty hungry cops.

oh yeah and you know what? some XX company (think its a huge corporate business company) called me, said I just won the lucky draw by giving out my comments towards the latest 3G communication phone, but i couldn't attend the seminar in KLCC while I'm now in KK. Probably they will arrange to courier service maybe.

Guess I consider today is my lucky day~

Paintball Affairs

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Attending a funeral tomorrow

What should I wear for a formal funeral, I wonder?

In chinese, they have strong superstition, that everyone who's going to attend the funeral should go for Black, at least something with dark color. Guess what, I've got plenty of it.

as a reminder from my mother: No blinky, kinky, bright-bright stuff !

I've been once to a formal-like-funeral, and Henry was his name, a highschool friend of mine. The situation was so tense, people holding the joss stick, running ceremony, expression of grief and so on ... Frankly speaking, I don't feel comfortable being in such.

Its all about respect the unfortunate one, family's, and not breaking rules.

Now the question is, should my thoughts stick with superstition or make myself ease and comfort?

It's Hard To See A Friend Down

The first word I heard when I woke up this morning is:

“阿龙爸爸死了哦！” mum said

I was still in monday blues. I texted to Dick, and he thought it was a joke... After the confirmation of the death of his father, we went to pay Loong's family a visit, to show our condolence.

Everyone looks so gloomy. Once I gently patted on his shoulder, tears started falling. I never seen Loong cry so serious, I felt the sorrow ...

I just being tense in this kind of situation, I never had this before.


“我到的时候，他已经断气了。。。”Loong crying and mumbling the words out.
I shed my tears.

Hang-out Thoughts

I hang-out alot since I got back my hometown - sabah.

The first day I landed KK, straight away I met up my highschool friends, how pathetic =s. Almost everyday I'm craving for hang-out. Go here and there, like money come from nowhere.

Although we were crap talkers, at least we do care.

While enjoying the precious moment with others, thought this is going to be forever, keep in touch with each other like UHU gam sticking every single one of us.

Who knows, just one spell, we have to seperate again. Far far away like this were their last footprints left here.

Nevertheless, we had fun. I hate the first feeling when it comes to say goodbye, but now I know we are shading under the same clouds, always. Heavy cloud's gone, hello brightly days!

Go far and fly high, my friends. All the best to y'all.

(who I dedicated this to, I wonder? =D)