Sorrow means nothing to me anymore

Just called my mom last night, telling her that how's my life's going on. Nowadays people really need more care, so that it will be more "push" or some say "OHM!" to persuade anything.

After awhile of thinking, I asked myself:

"why I have to work so hard?"

"at the end of the day I work with who?"

"I do harder, people do nothing, but results is still equal."

"pay so much $ but still lecturer ask us to do research or whatever self-revision."

"be hospitable are so fake, isn't it?"

Hm...nevermind. 'No Pain No Gain', Yvonne taught me this (see, no point of asking those kind of questions...). My mum told me to hold my breath until the last, I tried, but still I need to get some air.

OKay, sad things goes but funny thing comes.
Rape case getting more, and victims griefs. Now I know why this kind of thing happen, BECAUSE I'M ONE OF THEM!!! (I mean victim lar....dui). See how it feels when someone pinch your ass, and run off just like that.

YOUR BODY AUTOMATICALLY WILL STRETCH UP RIGHT!?

My first time... *sniff *sniff

Stress Ah !!!

Students should behave good. Everyone knows, but do everyone behave good? Good Question~
Currently me, as a student, have assignments on hands. Not much, but not little wor~

1. Industrial Training Report
2. Technical Idustrial Studies
3. 50 newspaper article of related to tourism (SHIT!!!)
4. Financial assessment
5. Marketing presentation
6. Sumarizing notes into power-point
7. Interview HR department, one of the organization
8. and more...

I do try to manage all this as fast as possible, but they all want me to do this within this month!!!!!!!!!!! Okay I admit that I'm not really a good boy (Ms. Anna who always called me "Good Boy" or my previous training HR Dept. called me "Philip Boy"). But I have to do this all, just for sick of the "papers" so called certificates!!!

WTH, YOU THINK I'M GOD ISIT!?

I GOT MY OWN LIFE YOU KNOW!?

A bit Low Cut Today

Woke up at 12pm afternoon just because I had to do cleaning, gosh ... almost 2 weeks didn't clean my house! and It takes me 2 Hours!!!

Okay not much thing happen in the afternoon...

Evening, suddenly Shing Yee SMSed me. I can't believe I've totally forgot she has a mini Birthday Party tonight!!!!! But lucky I still can catch up to dress up myself, if not I would rather say "aiya... stomach ache weh~"

Okay I admit that today my baju is abit low cut. Everyone was like

"hey, sooo low ya." or
"wui, cover abit lar." and
"Philip! you drop something!" just to test whether I will cover up my top part or not.

SOOOOO HILARIOUS!!! JUST BECAUSE OF MY SHIRT!

Hey people, there are fashionable guys out there theses days. Compare to other, I'm still "OK" you know!! hmm....but i will take consideration about what've they said. =)

Desperate To Online During Raya

I can't believe that my whole family members (hsemate) are soooo desperate to online. Well, since our hse have no money to apply for Streamyx (all money give to that UNCLE!!!).

So, now I'm in Rui Ai's room, brought our lappy and sat down doing own stuff, abviously I've been ignored.

as usual lar~~~

hm....before this I was watching Sailormoon. SAILORMOON!!! Gosh reminds me of my childhood moment, still remember my sister scolded me because of too indulge of it.


(was watching sailormoon when I was in primary...)
Boy-boy: *munching...
Sister: Weh, how old are you now? still watching this kind of movie?
Boy-boy: Whats the problem? Nothing to do mar~
Sister: Are you a boy or a girl? Sailormoon is for girls one you know?
Boy-boy: I dunno oh... but nice weh.
Sister: GO!!!! I WANT WATCH DRAMA NOW!!!
Boy-boy: >_<""""""""""""


Hmm....kinda miss my sister now. She's the only one always play pillow fight with me, and share our jeans (can't believe I can wear her Jeans!!! oh gosh...).

Anyway, Happy Raya my dearest Family, Friends, and Everyone. Makan Kuih tau!

In coffee Bean

From 3pm until 7.10pm, still, sitting in Coffee Bean(Shit Starbucks no more sockets) doing our project assignments.

Hungry................

My House, Thier House

Actually was thinking to do my Training Reports in the lounge, but see what am I doing now?

Past few days, I was busy with my college open day thing and my house. Talking about my house, hmm....I think I should do a comparision.

House A:

1. well-painted walls
2. comfort sofa set
3. air-conditions
4. Floor tiles
5. nice kitchen designed

Total = RM1300

House B:

1. Ok lah, at least got a little bit color, not too dull
2. wooden kinda sofa
3. fans
4. cements floor with plastic covered
5. 1 sinky, and a set of kitchen cupboard.

Total = RM1000

ITS ONLY RM300 MORE, AND WE GET SHITS!!!!

(house condition will be shown later, due to uncertain matters)

TRUST ME UNCLE!!! I WILL REVENGE!!!!!!

ARg.....

Froggie: Come let me give you a kiss~

Me: don't want..

Froggie: not everyone can have it you know!

Me: just that my mouth got Ulcer...

Mooncake day, get on my nerves

I suppose to start off a new day today. Planned to move into my new house, and you know what?

THE HOUSE IS NOT YET READY TO BE STAYED!!!

Everything was soooo messy, the mattress, the fridge, the lights, the washing machine... EVERYTHING IS NOT COMPLETE!!! The 1st impression of the house after all what my future house-mate told me, was disappointed. We tried so hard to discuss this to the landlord, but guess what?

HE YELL AT US!!!!

Says that we breach the contract lar, fussy lar, want this want that lar... wtf!? He's doing business with us, at least he should be hospitable to us! He had agreed that he will give us all furniture before we moved in, HE AGREED WITH US AT THE FIRST PLACE!!!

still ok with it...

After settled down everything, we went to have our lunch, eat more so that easily digest all the angers. hmm....at least the lunch helps abit ^^ Then we headed to Yvonne's house to check out what have she done in Maldives during the 4 months training there. So happy to see her back to Malaysia.

Its time to go back my sister house now, no place for me to stay though. So, thanks Wilber for the ride, sent me to KTM station, then take cab from Sentral, bought ticket, then get on to the car. Once I step into the cab, the driver seems to be abit lost, HE DOSEN'T KNOW WHERE IS DESA PETALING!!! After all of the direction I gave to him,

HE YELL AT ME SUMORE!!!!!!!

FEEL LIKE EATING SOMEONE!!!!!!

WTH on earth is going on? Its just a little bit traffic jam, and he started to shout and mumbling! hey.....BE HOSPITABLE MY FRIEND!

Well, its Mid Autumn festival today, don't make everything too harsh. Called my family and greeted them. ^^ so sweet~~~~

Nightmare falls into my dream.

I slept at 2AM morning today, rushing dramas the whole night. Just reach 2AM sharp, I feel drowsy, like getting sick. So I said to myself, get on to bed earlier...

So, lay down on my pillow, cover up my blanket, and *tick switch off my bedside lamp.

Now here is the freaky part!

After I switched off my bedside lamp, its kinda different feelings i had. Its sooo dark until I can't see everything. Usually there's small lights shine into my window, but today not. Something out there makes me feel insecure. At last, I'm into my dream.

In my dream, its abit kinda storyline, like those drama that I watch in TVB (*haha). I'm in a huge oldens Haunted Malay Palace!!! There are others people like The Guards, others royal laksamana-laksamana, and The King! My role was being a maid, helping Her Majesty in her grooming and some sort of Her personals.

But the scene is so weird and blur. In that scene, there's something smoky behind me and flew through all those laksamana-laksamana!!! After that, ITS GETTING NEAR TO ME!!!!

*suddenly, scene changed.

I'm now in a deserted toilet. You see, normally oldens people not really using toilets, but this time... THEY EVEN HAVE THE PEE BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth is going on out there? Again, smoky thingy flew thru behind me and trying to say something.

The End...

Okay, i know this sounds like nothing, wasting my time posting this, but its kinda real thing for me you know? Apparently, the scene just cut off like this. Hm.... I think better to get on to bed earlier next time.

Skin these days

I found so many skin for my Friendster & my Blog, just wanted to make it not so dull. Here's the sources I found.

PYZAM.com gives you:

I myself love pyzam.com, because it really can be downloaded every single of its skins. But there's one thing really makes me so irritating...

The blue bar, SOOO ANNOYING!!!

Blogskins.com Presents:

Isn't it beautiful? I was inspired by the designer in Blogskin. Each of their projects are DAMN GOOD!!! I'm talking serious Good! They don't even have the header bar thingy whichPyzam has. But...

WHY THE HELL I CAN'T USE IT???

can anyone tell me how to use this thing, please?

spider-layout.com, Friendster user will love it:





I LOVE THIS SITE!!! This is the only site that I can easily get my type of skin for my Friendster. Usually skins are for girls, but they do have skins for guys as well, but some of it are goes too harsh and too gothic. Neway, I'm loving it!!!

So guys, PAINT up your site now !!!