I will never forget you my 2008

Time past like you switch on the water tape and the water flows. Hmm...I try my best to recall back what I did in this plain year.



I used to have a warm and cosy housemates, everyday cook ourselves dinner together, but it used to be... I wonder what happened to human relationship nature? Why human doesn't get along with each other?


I bet this is the year, the only year I boosted up my hard-working ability to score the best, and I finally know the meaning "what you get is how much you pay for it". I'm know I'll not get outstanding, but just bless that the score that I'll get is up to my expectation.
*oh god please...


Fuh, this year will never like past few years, I had a lot of gathering activities. Karambunai, Carcasean, Upperstar, Tg. Aru Beach, McDonald's, Ole-Ole Bali, and blah blah blah too much to list out. But I enjoyed every single moment with them, it's like we were connected to each other no matter how far we are. Like the old man said: "we are under the shades, sharing the same skies".


I learnt alot from Friendship, especially those who have gone to other places far far away. It reminds me that, no matter how or what they did to you, it still mainly concern the relationship that we had. I've learnt a lesson, everyone deserved equal treatment, despite how different they are.


We have our first and only family trip, to Cameron Highlands. It was cold and breezy, until it frozen up our relationship. And cool stuff, I'm learning DSLR! I get to use DSLR to snap snap snap beautiful pictures, until I dazed with the effects.


I've been a pro bathroom singer for so long since I was a kid. But in this year, during my 3th sister's birthday, we went to some house club and occupied a room so that we can eat dance sing. I myself probably got to excited until I selected too many songs, and those were the great songs you know! I sang for a while, and the people outside, those servers keep peeping through the doors, and some managers came in some more. I was a lil' bit afraid and paiseh, thought I sang badly. Then one of the manager came in asked my sister, "hey, your brother is a singer ah? he sing very nice ah". OMG I FELT THE ANGEL'S WINGS ON MY SHOULDER~ SO HIGH~ LMAO.


And then, I graduated for my Higher Diploma. So nice to wear graduation robe, just like Hufflepuff in Harry Potter movies. I've got my cert. and I've proved to my sister that I am capable to finish my course, and live my life by myself, of course with family supports. Well, just nice to be grown up =D


My best friends, they all are occupied now, all came in sudden! They keep telling me who who who buy this for me, and who who who bring me to somewhere... Aw, I am so jealous. Being in a depth love pot is just so sweet~ Why am I so not good in this?


Okay I admitted, I'd been in a relationship, short-term ones in 2008, but it ended up nothing. Love is something very hard to understand. Yeah I did cried and sniff and cried somemore, but it doesn't help to recover the pain. The only thing is I realized, I don't need that kind of thing to pamper myself, I've got mon amis et ma famille, and that's enough. Sadly to tell, I have no confident enough to carry up anymore of this...


We have lots of projects and exams, but we do play, finding ourselves new route for travel. Went to so many places and foods with great friends. It just like we were released from the hell judgement day. The great thing is, I find it so nice to have great pals beside you when you enjoying something. My friends were right, "you need 2 hands to clap, 1 hand doesn't really help".


I finally got a chance to go on a trip with my family, not close, but far enough. Been to Denpasar Bali, affordable shelter, expensive foods, bargain able market stuff, and got measles. I wished to learn and play surf board on that crazy tidal wave, unfortunately the area was closed up for cleaning and maintenance. How bad! But its okay, the temples and the scenery were good enough to cover up the disappointment.


and yet, I got a chance to participate on the Campus Open Day. I myself was in charged in restaurant theme concept development and designs, most probably to brainstorm how to come out ideas and to setup the whole designed thingy. It was fun to work with all juniors and they are so cooperative. I myself impressed of what I've done, but SOME PEOPLE doesn't appreciate, and wu ha wu ha wu ha... Blast off you money minded jerk! Don't even know how to appreciate the great work of all of us. We were voluntarily offer ourselves, what do you expect? Never mind I still think I've done a good job~ ne ne bu bu~


Holidays were bored. Nothing much I can do other than movies movies movies. As for my birthday in this year, I FINALLY TASTE MY OWN BIRTHDAY CAKE! who cares if it's from Secret Recipe or Bread Talk? All I want is just a cake with candles lighten up. Didn't expect my friends did a party with me. I'm so thankful, and blessed =D


So nice calling back all the memories in 2008 with a cup of coffee. It all will remain in my album of memory. One day, when I flip through it, I know, I've done these tiny little things. I don't blame what I've did, as for the good things I've done I give it a credit. I just want to look forward. Sorry to say, I have this Déjà Vu, I don't live long. So I'm gonna do what I'm supposed to do to gain everything in advance.


So I pray, in the coming 2009, I want my life to be extremely colorful. Come, DRAW ME WITH YOUR SKETCHING PEN!!!

My Favorite Lullaby

I couldn't sleep these days. Just thoughts are spinning around and around in my head. Been Thinking about the France trip, Dissertation, future pathway and blah blah blah...

even the sheep counting doesn't help a bit. Brain pain somemore ...

I clicked clicked clicked in my Music Files Folder, and I've sorted out some good lullaby, make it as my ease sleeping treatment.





From my top-pick to the bottom:

1. Yellow - Tanya Chua
Taken over from the original singer Cold Play. I just can't express the feeling of this song. The lyric is just beautifully used. The rhythm is just wonderfully played. In simple way to describe, it's a beautiful sad song, that makes everything fallen apart.

2. Fisherman's Horizon - Nobuo Uematsu
The famous composer for Final Fantasy RPG game. It is sentimental. I've been listening to this since I was in highschool (when I started play Final Fantasy 8), and yet it still my favorite. It's just so soothe Ahh~

3. Yiruma
I don't have all the playlist, but just Google it will do. It's an instrument played musics which portray different kind of feelings. I just love all of it. It's just so simply worth to listen.

4. If I Were A Painter - Norah Jones
Well everyone knows Norah Jones the country girl. Well, if you're a fans of her, you should know her vocal, and its simply amazing. Some others can be selected to be a lullaby as well.

5. Pachelbel no Canon - Tajiri Matsutaka
Found this in one of the instrumental musical japanese anime, La Corda d'Oro. The soft and slow version of Canon In D. Once the Instrument plays, it's kind of take you back in time, think back of what you did and memories. But some say it's freaky, like One Missed Call. I don't care, it's just nice to me =p

6. The Rose - 藤田恵美
no comment for this ones, but its great. Should hit it a try





Okay that goes the lists. Oh yeah it will only bring the lullaby effect if you tune down your volume in to the lowest, not to say mute but still the lowest.

And I ....fe.e...l.....so.......s.lee..p.y...............n....o...w..w.www...................

Christmas Part 2 + My Birthday

26th was my birthday, and I wouldn't expected much. Before entered in 18, the day before was Christmas celebration, and we were having warm and delicious dinner in John's place. We don't have super big fragrantly roasted turkey, but we smart enough to replace it with roasted chicken. Had mixed salad as a starter, then seafood fettuccine as for main course, and we have a compliment of mushroom soup, freshly made from behind kitchen =D



Its just so blissful, having a Christmas thanks giving dinner together. I'd not celebrated Christmas as well as my birthday for 2 years. Well, its a long story...

Okay, here goes my birthday, in the afternoon, we demand for Korean BBQ, place is at Ampang, you know the famous Korean Village where all the Koreans occupy? The shop I-forgot-the-name is just nearby there. We've chosen the economical ones which is more reasonable is value. Others are just pain to our wallets. Well I wasn't talk much actually, I'm not really into those historical or uncivilized kind of topic. As a matter of fact, I failed in my Sejarah Paper. *sigh

But it was just ok to me =) and I enjoyed listening.
Thanks John for the treat!

It's almost 8PM after the BBQ thingy, cause we were late for that. On the way back, we were exshausted and even sleep, you know me. Housemate's Chiuyi & Kevin want to play PS2 in John place. I actually refused, but overall what have they done, I just don't have the heart to say no. So yeah I go.

Okay, I wouldn't expect I got this kind of surprise thingy, but HEY they actually bought me a cake and present and some fancy backdrop with candies and sweets! Awww this is just so lovely.

DAMN THEY WERE JUST PRETENDING LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED BEFORE THIS!

*Arg demmit

It's been 2 years, 2 years I couldn't remember the taste of my own birthday cake since highschool...

I'm so thankful to have bunch of great friends like this.


My presents, Hand-made card and SEED wallet, one of my wishlist! Omg I just cannot believe they just bought it

And you know what? Thay bought me a pair of VINCCI!

Haha joking, its the wallet inside actually LOL

Christmas part 1

Date: 25.12.08 Christmas
Time: 7:30am morning
Status: Clearly awake!!! from yesterday!!!!! *darn

I couldn't sleep at all, and thanks to OldTown, the lil' cup of Bloody Ice Blended Coffee. Well, its a fresh and breeze Christmas morning, not that you will see snowflakes, just like the ancient movie Home Alone. Checked my Xmas Sock, and surprise, nothing inside but just some lil' dust.

*Demmit

I hate you Santa! *sniff

Santa Please Read This

I walked down the street, Christmas trees everywhere, ornaments hanging from top to toe with the shining-shining lights. I know, that must be your little elves's last minute job. But they are still wonderful.

I wonder you have prepared your full-loaded presents bag? written with the right name and address. And don't forget mine as well...

and make sure its not overweight, cause that's going to cause the little red-in-color Lamborghini some space. Pity your Rudolphs...

Oh, have you feed your Rudolphs? Well just make sure everything's okay before start to embark, cause I don't wish you get crash landing on anyone's house. Pity them and how thoughtful I am.

Anyways, I've already place one sock, red in color with your little Rudolph head on my room door. We don't have chimney in our house, it's an apartment, so stop wasting time to find entry. I'm in master room, I'll leave my windows unlock, so you could come in through. I don't love surprise, so don't wake me up once you came okay? Please don't pass by without putting any present, I will be very upset!


Oh yeah, please lock my windows back after that okay? Thank you Santa.

Humility

I was hungry yesterday and making my way to buy burger nearby my place. Then I saw a little kitten, was picking up something to eat at the roadside. I do nothing, but to nod my head.


It wasn't the first time. Sometimes, when I see beggars along the street, or some disabilities one, I feel sorry to them. Neither of anything I can't do, there are so many people out there need to be helped, but how am I gonna do it to all of them? I walked pass through. At this point in time, I have this shameful inside me.

It would be great if I could share a little...

I promised, if one day, one day I'm lucky enough to win monetary prize, I will contribute 1/3 of it to the charity fund. I promised!

Rotten Myself In Holidays

Everyday repeating the same thing again and again
- Wake up, computer, food, bathe.

It's been started since the holiday began, locking myself in the room, even my curtains. I have no idea why am i acting so strange(perhaps this is how they see me). But it's different kinda feeling when you do it alone, not to mention eating surfing those kinda of thing, but some others like movies, shopping, walking... sometimes I find it so blissful.

There's thousands of reasons, not to say single, but good thing being alone. However, being alone can be a life-saving, rejuvenating experience. In fact, being alone allows me to do what I want, when I want, and with whom I want(in certain circumstances) without having to answer to anyone.

Presently, being alone allows me to take full responsibility for cleaning and decorating, cooking our meals, planning our activities, and entertaining ourselves. Indeed, I have time to sit in quiet solitude, to run naked around my Royal Bed Chamber, to belch as loud as I want, and secretly watch shows that no one else would actually ever admit to watching (and this excluding porno's). This is because I have more time on my hands and are not avoiding looking at ourselves by focusing our energies on someone else, and why should I? Mum was right, take good care of yourself before others.

Through this opportunity of discovering who am I, I actually see through many things. Yes, I got x-ray vision and...

Abracadabra, I can cast magic spell now Nyek Nyek Nyek~

Fuh, expecting someone else to fill in the gaps usually will resulting in grave disappointments , a sense of failure, and endless resentment.

I starting to love being alone =)

I got Streamyx finally

After 3 months of Streamyx subscription, we have an internet source now! Not to say we were desirably or desperately, but we seriously need THIS to survive for the whole Decembre. I feel like being an Otaku for a moment.

Thanks to Streamyx, the only entertainment for the rest of the month.